To give u a bit of background… lately i been feeling low and sad due to everything happening right now and my financial issues along with the breakup that i am going through. Anyway, I finally decided to connect with king belial (aka the big man) after being afraid to do so for so long. So its been a couple of weeks trying to connect and evoke/invoke him. i did a ritual the other day and afterwards i asked someone to do a tarot reading if he accepts and it came back that he does.
So yesterday, I decided i will recite his enn: Itz ra cha Belial 108 times
and his other enn: lirach tasa viva whelc belial 108 times
moving forward, i was lying on my bed reciting the enns before i went to sleep… and asked the things i wanted and thanked him and went to sleep. Guess what happened, i had a FUCKING nightmare. I was in some woods with a female friend of mine who moved back to their country. so i was with her in the woods and suddenly i lost her and while i was looking for her… something grabbed my attention that someone or something was behind me. when i looked back i saw a black leathery skinned dog and his head didn’t look like a dog, it looked like a goat skull but his body was a dog shape. He was running towards me i tried to run and he was getting to close so i turned and decided to fight back. I ended up placing my hands between in his mouth to try to pull his mouth wide open and stopping him from biting me instead of keeping it shut: lol. anyway, the dog’s bottom teeth managed to stick (kind of bite not really) in my skin around my either penis area or between my genitalia and stomach and i was pushing him away and managed to keep him from inserting his teeth more in my body. then i suddenly woke up. however, when i did i was looking at the wall and i can’t remember but i was seeing small pictures of some stuff that were not clear. then i checked my phone and went back to sleep.
I am trying to link this to @Lady_Eva 's story that king belial tests the magician’s courage. and i am not sure if that was him at all or if it was a test or the freaking meaning behind the dream cause i don’t really dream much and when i do i don’t even remember them. I was planning on doing this reciting enn 108 times for the next 2 days = to have done it 3 days in a row to connect more with him. but, this dream made me really afraid to do so and curious to know if it was him and the meaning behind the dream!
Lastly, please note: that before i did this i masturbated while thinking of my desires and visualizing them. so i am not sure if he was trying to tell me (next time take a shower before u try to connect with me!)
So what do you think of all this… please stick to the topic cause lately people been jumping into other stuff and ignoring the main reason behind the topic. Thank you in advanced.