DarkDestiny00:
I was in the middle when saw something at the bottom of my bad. It was what seemed like a blue ball with some sort of spiky ball inside it. Like a dog toy but longer spikes. It sat and then approached me a d I reached out and took it in my hands. I could sse it in my hands and decided to put it in my mouth, or something like that, figuring it was for me to put inside me.
Although the following will not be exactly as what you have experienced, however the fundamental basics of magick are the same.
If you read between the lines of the following text. You will come to the understanding what I try to convey to you. If there is any confusion about why I shared these two following comments that were posted by @Mulberry , you could ask me for clarification.
Thats all for now.
Of course, being controlled doesn’t feel like being under control, or you’d naturally want to break it.
The question is who and why, what are thier motives, why should you trust them, who are they and how do you know they are who they say they are? Answer these and have a good feeling you understand why this will be good for you, and that you can handle it, imo.
This is newbie 101 - it’s why every ritual from ceremonial to shamanic starts with a banishing. There are tons of entities that want to use you for so many reasons, the LAST thing you do is trust them and take them at face value. That way lies madness and pain.
Boundaries. It could be that the entities talking to you are beneficial, but you don’t know that, and you must stay sovereign to win this game.
In this case, I suggest you go back to basics and start with learning how to cleanse and banish, and set wards and protections so only those entities you have given permission to work with you are allowed into your energy field. All others will have to contact you through signs and omens, and only the most powerful, like deity, will be able to touch you directly.
This will also help with setting up protection from other human practitioners, random negative vibes from sensitives and crappy energy in your environment.
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