VARNAXIS : Demon Of Dark Ascent

Satanism, Luciferianism & Qliphothic Magick
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It’s such a mind fuck- the concept of ‘eternity’. The idea of total and complete non-existence freaks me out just as much as the idea of living forever, because both are eternal- arhhh it’s just too much for my little human mind to comprehend atm lol. I guess that’s why I’ve come to the conclusion that a sort of compromise might be preferable, ultimately: a long and happy life followed by as many future lifetimes as you choose to have (on whichever plane), and then a return to source only when you are ready. But yeah, I dunno, that’s just my current view of things based on my very limited understanding of these concepts.

Yeah that’s entirely possible. Also there’s the issue of time not truly being linear as we currently experience it. I have actually made some very slight progress in understanding this concept. A vid I watched on youtube illustrates this really well. This is the link if anyone is interested: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjsgoXvnStY

Also on the one hand we think in terms of death, but with the secret expectation of an afterlife of some kind, or reincarnation, and we only sleep so we can wake up refreshed.... I'm told that when spirits die, they DIE - sure some energy returns to Source, but it's never again formulated into that exact consciousness, it dissolves forever.
Also true. Although the hardcore atheists out there truly do believe that when you die, that's it- and yet they seem to be quite accepting of the fact that their consciousness will simply cease to exist. How they can be so calm about that I honestly do not know!

Anyway, I’ll have my question ready for Varnaxis on the 23rd (if you’re able to take questions). No doubt it will relate to what we’ve been discussing. This should be very interesting :slight_smile:

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just curious – could the sigil be read as, “the eternal moon of the dark star”?

the eternity symbol (the figure eight) above the crescent shape (crescent moon?) which is, in turn, above the upside-down pentagram, or star-shape?

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Could well be: I was surprised when I was shown the sigil because it has such archetypal imagery, but then by extension Varnaxis is part of something huge, and assumes a rather large role in it - he’s not just like a magick grandad :o) or anything.

Try him and see? He’s most likely to have patience for beginners, as I said he was a young boy himself with no grimoires or fancy-schmancy internet full of assistance… and he understands the tougher side of human life, and what it feels like to have immense ambition, only too well.

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I was actually thinking about calling on him, but I must admit, I’m a bit of a chicken when it comes to calling on beings I really don’t know all that well. I never really tried any thing like that.

may be I will at some point; but I don’t think I’m ready to do some thing like that just yet. I mean, it’s kind of a big step. but should I ever do so, I will let you know how it went. : )

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[quote=“qwyzl, post:16, topic:6754”]I was actually thinking about calling on him, but I must admit, I’m a bit of a chicken when it comes to calling on beings I really don’t know all that well. I never really tried any thing like that.

may be I will at some point’ but I don’t think I’m ready to do some thing like that just yet. I mean, it’s kind of a big step. but should I ever do so, I will let you know how it went. : )[/quote]

I understand, I really do, but I’m going to tell you something: I’ve agreed to channel Varnaxis on the 23rd, and I’m going to do it (barring some bizarre freak stuff) and you know what?

I’m kinda dreading it.

Firstly, I don’t enjoy partial possession except with a very few spirits, and the energy of Varnaxis’ Dark Master isn’t (no offence) one of them - He feels like a tornado made of burning oil and black jagged smoke just to be in His presence.

Secondly, Varnaxis was a human very recently, and being possessed by any remaining traces of ANY other human, having them inside your mind and body in a way that makes sex look as remote as being penpals, is always a weird and itchy experience, as much for me as for anyone else.

Thirdly, I have massive “does my bum look big in this” egoic fear that I’ll somehow cock it up, that he won’t really be here, that I’ll mishear, that I’ll end up telling someone the wrong thing or looking stupid, whatever.

Do you, for even one moment, think I’ll let any of that STOP me?

Not because I’m superhuman, or tough, or uniquely confident, in fact I’m an idiot and have at least as many flaws as anyone else - I’m doing it because I want the results, I want power, and I want as well to be part of Varnaxis’ work, and to bring him to people here so they can converse with him where they may otherwise not be able to - yet.

It’s all great to want to be ready and have time and be convenient, but the fact is he asked me for the 23rd December, so I’m setting aside a very important day in the buildup to Xmas for this, a day I could no doubt be out in the west end doing shopping, having laughs, meeting friends, baking - it’s not “convenient” for me and nor does it feel safe, or even very much like “fun.”

But it DOES seem important, so I’m doing it.

People who treat magick like a hobby (and I’m not having a go at you qwyzl, just speaking generally) get hobbyist kinds of results: people who treat magick like it’s their lifeblood get life CHANGING results.

At least half the stuff I’ve posted about on here has been weird, unprecedented, or outright terrifying but I don’t let that stop me - I don’t - because I want the results.

AND I GET THEM.

Ever wondered how come “Lady Eva” can speak to Salasash and get a solid result without having a sigil, the right book, the right placement of the moon or whatever the fuck? How a distant dead relative can get in contact to talk about his ascent? Or any of the other stuff I post? THIS IS HOW.

Do the groundwork, weave magick into your life like we have the internet or whatever, don’t just do magick when it’s convenient or you feel ready and everything’s giving you the green light.

Do it anyway, just like you don’t stop breathing just because you’re having a bad day or too busy or whatever bullshit excuses our minds come up with to keep us safe, stuck, stagnating.

Here endeth your motivational speech for today! :wink:

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[quote=“Lady Eva, post:17, topic:6754”]I understand, I really do, but I’m going to tell you something: I’ve agreed to channel Varnaxis on the 23rd, and I’m going to do it (barring some bizarre freak stuff) and you know what?

I’m kinda dreading it.[/quote]

Bizarre freak stuff?

Firstly, I don't enjoy partial possession except with a very few spirits, and the energy of Varnaxis' Dark Master isn't (no offence) one of them - He feels like a tornado made of burning oil and black jagged smoke just to be in His presence.

Very interesting. Well a number of years ago I was Dreamwalking and I went through a Portal and met what I believe to be a Dark Master. I think he was testing me. Anyway, I experienced this black tornado of energy and there was something watery about it… it burned but was freezing burn. I passed the test by using a special power. I think the test has to do with going up against such an energy and seeing if you either are destroyed by it or integrate it so you can pass the Gate. This Dark Master are what I called the 4 Guardians of the Gate.

Secondly, Varnaxis was a human very recently, and being possessed by any remaining traces of ANY other human, having them inside your mind and body in a way that makes sex look as remote as being penpals, is always a weird and itchy experience, as much for me as for anyone else.

Any more details to share on this? Also I found the word “itchy” quote intriguing. My intuition says that something magickal is happening when things get itchy. It is like being poked with a needle of energy like a sharp jab, to moderate puncture of a fang to something very light to only feel as multiple itches. Then there is also the staticky tingling feeling as if one is being shocked.

Thirdly, I have massive "does my bum look big in this"

=)

Not because I'm superhuman, or tough, or uniquely confident, in fact I'm an idiot and have at least as many flaws as anyone else - I'm doing it because [i]I want the results[/i], I want power, and I want as well to be part of Varnaxis' work, and to bring him to people here so they can converse with him where they may otherwise not be able to - yet.

Well… to some at least I have this feeling that there is going to be a number of changes (for practical reasons naturally). Some will be Trial by Fire, others Trial by water, and then of course Trial by Air (I put that in for the Tornado).

People who treat magick like a hobby (and I'm not having a go at you qwyzl, just speaking generally) get hobbyist kinds of results: people who treat magick like it's their lifeblood get life CHANGING results.

Whether its a hobby or “In Your Blood,” personalizing everything you do is what gets you better results, because it becomes a natural part of you. =) Its pretty much all I think about as far as magick goes.

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Computer/internet problems, sick friend/neighbour/whatever, anything else like that. I try to avoid tempting fate by making statements of “this will happen come hell or high water” just out of personal preference.

And “IF” seems to be a powerful word in my own practice, so I use it (and the ideas it represents, of indeterminacy) quite a lot.

Very interesting. Well a number of years ago I was Dreamwalking and I went through a Portal and met what I believe to be a Dark Master. I think he was testing me. Anyway, I experienced this black tornado of energy and there was something watery about it... it burned but was freezing burn. I passed the test by using a special power. I think the test has to do with going up against such an energy and seeing if you either are destroyed by it or integrate it so you can pass the Gate. This Dark Master are what I called the 4 Guardians of the Gate.

I checked, and it seems probable that we’re talking about a different force - the one Varnaxis deals with is the being known as Set and there are not 4 manifestations - well, at least not within our reality. :slight_smile:

Any more details to share on this?

It’s not my favourite thing, basically. That’s all.

Whether its a hobby or "In Your Blood," personalizing everything you do is what gets you better results, because it becomes a natural part of you. =) Its pretty much all I think about as far as magick goes.

Agreed, and Varnaxis of course didn’t have stacks of textbooks and web pages to consult back then, so his own praxis was also very personalised and spirit-led to a large extent, but designed for him.

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I have decided to contact Varnaxis this Saturday, to ask questions regarding Ascent.

One question: is the “AM HERET TI’ASKU VEL TAMMU” in his message an enn for contact?

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It can be used to get his attention, but it’s not exactly an enn - it raises a channel of communications to him.

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It can be used to get his attention, but it’s not exactly an enn - it raises a channel of communications to him.[/quote]
Thank you, lovely Lady!

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I also forgot to mention. I noticed you mentioned Set being met before the dark master. Well in my meetings with the Dark Master he told me that Set was only the first step. The other 3 are actually egyptian allegories utilizing 4 Gods which describes a specific process. Ask him about it!

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Well if that happens for me, I’ll no doubt log it, but my experience ALREADY has been that this isn’t the case, that there’s something different linked to this force, and that’s really all I’m going to say.

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Weird event: I was online looking for some pictures to print out, and saving possible choices to a folder on my desktop.

Some had similar names, so I was hitting radnom keys to rename them so they didn’t over-wrte - that was giving me files names like “kjhrgdyjj” and “dtkjhuigyuk” etc - we’ve probably al seen a picture file someone’s named in the same manner.

Anyway I’m randomly hitting keys like that on maybe the 10th or 11th image, and when I happen to glance at the screen, the filename I’d typed was “SETHEAR” - caps had gone on, and I’m certain I was hitting keys towards the centre of the qwerty keyboard, not the edges…

Turns out Uncle V. wanted to tell me something, and since the power he has is associated with Set, that was how he contacted me!

It was weird and quite considersably creepy to be honest, I don’t mean that in a rude way, but taking over my hands? Neat! lol!!

For anyone contacting him, maybe automatic writing is a good method? I’m sure there was more to this than JUST wanting me to summon him, I think he was demonstrating a skill…

“SETHEAR” - nice one!

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I evoked him today well / invoked him today he manifested to me as a shadowy smokey man with I think red eyes and he did tell me about his past life and some other things I plan on evoking him again and he did say he wanted us to make a pact could you confirm that for me.?

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Well, I’m not going to set a precedent of running messages from him etc., sorry, but that is how he appears to me now fwiw - he’s looking more demonic with every passing day, and growing in size, as well.

If he said that, take the leap of faith in yourself that it was real, and decide on whether you want the pact - obviously you don’t have to take it, that’s not something anyone else can advise you on.

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Understood I will soon do a working with him and might soon eventually take him up in a pact I’ll make a thread soon.

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Just a bit of feedback after introductory exposure to this spirit.

When I was first contemplating contacting Varnaxis for related goals (how timely this forum can be!), even saying the name out loud produced a very visceral effect, that strange raising of energy from the base chakra up that often only happens mid-evocation or specific meditation for me. It was as if this entity required much less contact in order to cause effects in the physical.

When I approached him formally, he was very willing to lend his expertise to certain goals of mine that involve several already-established ‘old gods’ (Set is among them). Now, while these gods were eager to support this endeavour due to a very passionate persuasion and personal decision, Varnaxis differed in that he felt no such attachment to the situation. He was willing, happy even, to help, but for the sake of the Action itself. To use EA’s phrasing, he had become Power and so he wished to Act from his own abundance.

We’re not best chums by any means, and so far our interactions have been limited to polite, businesslike discussions of actions and results, but I must say that this entity may be “new” but is certainly a Power in his own right, and, in my perspective, an example of just what it is possible for us to achieve - even in our current lifetimes.

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Update: Saturdays as a first choice, Tuesdays as a second, are the best days for intense work with Varnaixs and his current of the Dark Master, other days ARE all fine though if they’re what’s important/most possible etc., he was never one to stand on ceremony and grabbed as much as his abilities could bring him.

He liked bacon and brandy (especially cognac) as a man, not to excess but he appreciated both, also richer game meats like venison, fillet steak, so if you work with invocation/partial possession, any of those make good offerings (to consume while he’s along for the ride, or cognac as an offering.

He appreciated almost all of the arts, especially music, from folk songs to classical, so things like that will be very much enjoyed by him, also wild flowers (not cultivated so much) and also, an artistic and emotional presentation of your case, needs, or questions, because he put his heart and soul into some dramatic performances when he was younger, I’ve just found out.

This is a new thing - a kind of “grimoire in motion” - I’m presenting facts and items as I find them, and as he reveals them, whilst also being heavily occupied with other projects and trying to do my best by all! :slight_smile:

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Please don’t reply in this thread with questions!

I’m going to start a thread where I channel Varnaxis at around 19:00 UTC Wednesday 23rd Dec.

I’ll take the first 5 2-question posts I get from 5 different people in that thread, and then hang about as long as possible to answer more - please bear in mind, I’m not Super-Wizard, I’ve never done live channeling before, so I have no idea how this will go. :slight_smile:

Btw, I’ll take questions regardless of your post count, or whatever or not you think I like you. :slight_smile:

Doing this for Uncle V., nothing to do with Eva.

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I have been wanting to contact Uncle V and ask some questions so I’m excited about this :slight_smile: