I’ve studied vampirism for about 8 years now. I know the process and I’ve had much success siphoning energy - I can feel and visualize it easily. Problem is that when I feed A LOT in one day – from a store or a classroom setting – I feel icky and depressed, heavy, sad. It is making me feel the complete opposite from what everyone says it’s supposed to make you feel: strong, alive, vibrant.
Am I doing something wrong - feeding from the wrong place? Not shielding? I do put the intention out there to only get good energy and I visualize the energy filtering to its purest state before entering my body but I still fill heavy and pessimistic after doing it. I feel sad or angry after feeding for no reason and I don’t know why…almost as if I somehow brought emotions on the energy even though I set the intention not to.
any tips or suggestions? thank you in advance