I have practice vampirism weekly for a longer period of time as a muscle to be exercised which I have done in a concentrated elemental balancing circle in my ritual chamber.
Can I practice it without the circle without it harms me? Are there any symptoms I shall be aware of when I do this experiment?
I have practiced vampirism a bit, but this method has been very useful for me: before, I used to stay up until very late at night doing rituals and I would wake up feeling terrible. On top of that, when I used sexual energy, it left me even more exhausted. So I came up with the idea of using vampirism. I always used it to suck energy from some guy who looked at me badly on the street, but not much more. Without a circle or anything, I would visualize connecting tendrils to the chakras of dozens of people outside my house, visualizing the seal of the antiverse, filtering the energy twice, and then sucking their energy in mass (imagine the feeling of sucking a straw with great force). In 10 minutes I would feel brand new again, I even felt that the energy missing in my balls was restored.
The downside is that I feel if I do it excessively, my body will become dependent on that external source of energy and won’t be able to develop its own. So after this emergency energizer, I practice Taichi breathing, filling the energy tank at the base of my stomach, and everything is fine.
One symptom I can warn you about is that when you don’t filter, your mouth gets a disgusting taste and you end up pulling in all the filth of those people—it tastes and feels very unpleasant, as if their negative energy turned into flavor and bodily sensation. It’s really repugnant. If you were to suck energy from a crowd without filtering, it should be very dangerous.
Sometimes I do the visualization of stabbing someone’s chakras and then absorbing the blood, but I haven’t managed to make anyone fall to the ground and faint. I also recommend feeding on healthy and young people—their energy is the best you can absorb. An elixir.
I have not been able to suck energy from a crowd. I have used poppet magick to connect to my victim.
The more hatred and contempt you have for your victim, and the stronger your desire to harm them, the easier it will be for you. You need the combination of visualizing and feeling.
Does that also include vampirism? I regard it more as a form of human offering which is different from hexes or curses. I’m trained in breathing techniques and visualization to manipulate the prana.
Vampirism is about having a predatory mindset. If you see your victims as brainless chickens, it will be easier not to feel remorse afterward. I’ve been reading a book on Qigong: one escape point of the body’s qi is at point B-23 in acupuncture, located on the back at the kidneys. That’s where the tendrils should connect to the target. If you could talk to me about those techniques you are studying, that would be great