My wife and I have had an entity ‘randomly’ visiting us during the night, waking us from our sleep over the past eight months or so. It has a dark and ancient presence, but nevertheless seems benevolent toward us, and its presence seems to indicate it is watching over us and is somehow involved in our lives. Since this started, our lives have become more interesting and fulfilling. For one thing (among many), I’ve been drawn again toward practicing magick which is something I have not done in many years, yet continually felt it was my destiny, purpose, or optimal path in life.
Thing is, we have not invited this entity. Neither of us have evoked it, consciously at least. That being said, we have not banished nor exorcised since it has not crossed any lines with us. I don’t want to make any unnecessary enemies. The only ‘negative’ side effect has been my wife waking up in panic attacks… This is how we’re made aware of its presence. She has since realised, in her words, that the panic attacks were caused by her not ‘letting go’ when the entity arrives. Now she simply breathes through it, and controls her fear.
It does communicate with us, and I’m able to see in the astral at the moment it wakes us from our slumber, though I feel its best that I not mention the exact form it takes.
Has anyone else experienced this kind of interaction with an uncalled entity? Any suggestions or questions?