I’m not exactly trying to curse anyone, but I would think this is considered baneful, so I’m sticking this topic in this board. I have a couple of people I deal with daily and have no way to not do so at this time, who both basically have terrible, destructive attitudes. Their unsolicited “advice” and opinions go on and on. I should learn to accept that I am very limited in how much I’ll do and how far I’ll go. I will be in therapy for life. I can’t face reality. No one in my life likes me and are all users and abusers. Trying for promotions is silly and I’ll never get it anyway. My business I am trying to start will never take off. I’m wasting my time. And that’s just a few from this week. It gets worse yet. Obviously this sort of thing is the very opposite of ascent, and after some thinking and reflection I’ve clearly found a couple of obstacles directly in the way of mine.
Now I don’t want to destroy them or anything. That’s a bit excessive. But I do wish to shut both of them up for a while, stop their nonsense and their need to “help.” For crap sakes their kind of help is the last thing I want or need. I honestly think they mean no real harm, but still their attitudes are in direct opposition to mine and I’ve learned we will never agree, or even agree to disagree. They won’t stop until I admit I’m less then them, and I am learning the opposite, to bow to no one, to be less than no one. To want what I want and be okay with that, to think what I think and think with confidence.
I’m not exactly sure yet what to do with them. I have a few decent ideas but I’m always interested in yours, since I am very much still learning. The main thing I wonder about though is working against two targets at once? I have tried to target two before and my work failed, though of course I’m not sure if that was the reason or not. Should I do one and then repeat it right away for the second. These are a married couple that’s been together several years. I would think that’s important.