I took a break from magic a while ago. I went off on my own for a while trying to see if I can make things better in my life myself but I keep coming back to magic. Its like it’s wanting me to do it. I can’t stop thinking about it.
I know this looks like an email but I need help. I have been dealing with extremely controlling and emotionally and physically abusive parents for my entire life. I’m 21. I wanted to move out because I didn’t want to deal with them anymore a few months ago but my dramatic ass father almost killed himself in the process of convincing me to stay. He had bdp and living with them has been a living hell. My mother absolutely disguises me and is jealous of everything I do. Friends I make, how often I go out, how much money I make etc. I am exhausted.
I’m not allowed to be “late”. I’m not allowed to date. I have to marry someone they choose. I can’t even tell them I’m dating a white boy because they will literally kill me or even worsen the emotional and physical abuse. I am literally an adult and I deserve to make my own choices in life. This is unacceptable.
I feel like giving up. I’m so tired. I know this community I was once a part of can help me. So all I ask for you is to give me tips and spells and demons and how to work with them anything that’ll make them go away. Or any idea’s what I should do and how I should do it would also be greatly appreciated.