No problem. I do hope that you find success here. I certainly understand the desperation of wanting someone so badly but running into continual resistance. If I may make a suggestion: If you do plan on narrowing your selection down to one spirit ally for this task, I do think Santa Muerte is a good choice. One of the most popular success stories on here concerning her comes from a buddy of mine named @himanshuchauhan back in 2018. You can read it here, but basically, we talked via private message about his issues bringing a particular woman to him, and his situation was arguably more complex than yours probably is. He was dealing with an arranged marriage situation where the woman he was after not only stopped all communication with him, but she was in an arranged marriage where her parents had assigned her a guy to be wed with (they come from a traditional Indian culture).
So it was a two-pronged problem of A) The person ending all contact and B) The person undergoing immense familial pressure to go in an opposite direction. Not only did Santa Muerte break her silence, this girl was also willing to go to war against her families wishes to pursue a love affair with my friend Himanshu. Now that is what I call powerful. And all it took was dedication to one entity, one method, one focus. I’m sure you can achieve a similar result, so I strongly suggest you give his story a read and see if Santa Muerte resonates with you. Speaking of my old friend, I would love to know how things turned out with this girl, so if you happen to be reading this Himanshu, feel free to message me 