Yesterday my tormentor (human) did a pretty painful astral attack and I did everything to protect myself. I even called Asaruludu for my protection. The Necronomicon spellbook says in the entry about him you only need to call out his word of power in the four cardinal directions. There is a ritual in the beginning of this short but exquisite book to follow for calling any of the 50 faces of Marduk, that I did not do this time as I was in a real hurry to defend myself.
So I just called out his word of power in the four cardinal directions and felt chaos erupt around me, energy wise that is. I felt his irritation of lack of respect. I communicated my need to him, but felt no difference. I did however feel like he filled me with dark energy that made me nauseous. I had breakfast, puked, slept, puked again and could not eat until evening time, and then only very carefully. It felt just like a really bad hard liquor hangover, with the pain in my head from the astral attacks and Asaruludu’s nauseating energies making me sick.
I guess I was not paying him enough respect by not following the proper ritual procedure, so he decided to teach me a lesson. And the protection I had hoped for I did not get either.
I just wanted to share this so nobody else has to repeat my mistake.
Has anyone else experienced anything like this in working with the 50 faces of Marduk?