Off topic, my patrons Lilith, Ashtaroth and Moloch (or the Moon, Venus and Saturn) will be aligning and opening memories and patterns for the sensitive tomorrow.
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Hi fam, Update on the transition. I’ve been getting some crazy crazy emotions. Ringing in my ears and vibrations in my crown chakra. This started casually every few weeks after starting so I figured it was blood pressure. But over the last few weeks it’s been booming and the full moon and solar flares always seem to make it worse. Sometimes I get weird hypno vibes of crazy good energy between my eyes. Almost like a recurring trip, but sometimes I really can’t focus and just have to sit with it. Definitely third eye power downloads or similar.
If I power through it or use major focus techniques though, my magical abilities can really get a boost. But it’s best to not channel till it’s done going through the motions.
Power increases dramatically now, especially if I forgo… cough cough… Naughty Extracurricular activities. Like for 30 days plus (Hard but REALLY worth it 
) I won’t go into to much detail but I’m getting really really excited despite the annoyance of headaches and ringing ears. It’s like my third eye is always open. Visitations and presences are a daily now unless I keep my wards up.
I’ve been stepping into the further or the void every night trying to map out the underworld. But astral projection is becoming a much more addicting venture. Sometimes I see other magicians.
But Im getting assistance and healing from a lot darker entities every time I fall asleep. Almost like they’re pampering me 
. They patrol my room, maintain a lot of other complex tasks and have really made things nice. (I won’t go into to much detail as a lot of it involves protection magick).
They’re definitely affiliated with Ashtaroth and I think it may have something to do with the solar and lunar activity, the world’s current political climate, or me reaching another milestone in my pathworking and commitment (honestly probably all the above).
Im getting free stuff left and right the past few days. Like crazy unexplainable good luck. Some one on the street gave me $600, the drive through at Wendy’s gave me a free meal and said “don’t know why but she said you don’t have to pay”, I got 3 avenues of monthly passive income and a new grant, and Lilith’s been sending messages that really help me overcome self sabotage.
I’m eternally greatful for my infernal family 
. I feel like despite this country hating me and the current chaos, my empire is rising. Protect your kingdom 
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@demon fortune
Ashtaroth
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So I would like to share the closest depiction I’ve had with Ashtaroth whilst in altered states.
I felt so close to oneness and source the power was overwhelming. As if everything traumatic in my life just drifted away and the attachment ceased.
This was a full Kundalini awakening as the energy shot up my spine and I lost consciousness. But in reality I felt like I gained consciousness. Like it was more REAL then here. And I’ve never been the same since.
I only drew Astarte/Ashtaroth/Ishtar in this depiction. However she was surrounded by my soul family and what I can only describe as the gnostic “source” or the far eastern “oneness” emanating in the background. It was like a tree of pure light, or an explosion of absolute love and belonging. Heaven… Home…
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