So I suppose I should post the latest happenings in relation to my stuff with Tiamat
A couple weeks ago she came to me again and told me I needed to quit taking my prescription amphetamines (I took them for adhd) since they’ve been fucking with my thyroid and just wreaking havoc in general in my body. I had a guest coming over for a week though and didn’t want to be withdrawing while they were here, so I decided to postpone quitting until after they were gone… I felt pissy and perturbed all week anyway
So after my guest had left, I should’ve immediately quit the meds… but I didn’t, and my excuses were just awful lol. Sooo then I suddenly got sick again, sore ass throat, the works. Again, prior to this year, I hadn’t been sick at all for several consecutive years, so to come down with a virus twice within the span of some months…
After my throat started to torment me again, it didn’t take long to realize that Tiamat was giving me another “gentle nudge” lol. So I stopped taking the amphetamines cold turkey. I then asked her if I still needed to go through weeks of sickly agony since I’d already quit; she said to throw out the remaining amphetamines, and then she immediately ended the communication… So I did as she suggested then went to bed, a little upset with myself and the prospect of being sick for weeks again, but mostly accepting of my fate…
Next morning, however, my sore throat was completely gone! I was still a bit congested, but all the pain in my throat and the aching in my body had vanished! So I breathed a huge sigh of relief lol.
Since I’ve quit, the withdrawals have hardly even been a minor inconvenience, so yeah, she’s obviously looking out for me, and I am super grateful!
Love ya, Tiamat