oh and by the way ! ><
some dreams from the old thread . putting them here too like some patches (* ˊ ˋ *)
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i was at school , but it looked totally different and i had totally different classmates . i was outside , and looking at the gym . through the windows , i saw many animals being trapped there , mostly african ones , like elephants but also the ones you’d find easily in eastern europe , like bears . they seemed very sad so i opened the doors and freed them all . however , there was one giant giraffe , like , bigger than any normal one , enough to reach the ceiling , left inside and couldn’t get her out no matter what from how long her neck was . it was sad seeing her sitting there while all her friends were having fun in the school yard :((( all i could do is change the colors and drawings on the walls with a remote to cheer her up a little
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now another dream about me freeing some animals trapped somewhere but having to leave some behind . i was in little city surrounded by a desert and found out about an animal being sentenced to death . i thought , it’s just an animal , it couldn’t have done anything to deserve death !
so i went to the prison . a wired cage . a fluffy , colorful blob of fur with pointy ears sitting in the dark . it was a calico cat . i reached through the wired cage with my hand and somehow got her out of there and then she ran away safely .
the light turned on and saw that she also had some kittens … one of them grey … one of them white and orange and tabby … one of them white and grey and tabby … one of them orange and tabby … one of them white … but i couldn’t save them too because i had to flee the scene :(((
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now another similar one … was something with a cartoon about fishes and other sea creatures living happily togheter and then there was a mermaid princess trapped in the tower of her castle . tried finding many ways to escape , and some fishes were cheering her on too . she eventually was able to get out somehow , but got so scared of the outside world that she has to return immediately D: it was because she got jumped by a giant moorish idol ꒰ as in that black and yellow fish from finding nemo ꒱
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i - i - i …
i had an … interesting one this night ><
everything looked like a mix of real life and the 3d animation from early 2000s barbie movies . like a fairy tale .
in it , i was on a date with a princess at the mall . there were some guys who were trying to kill her ! and i saved her from them .
then we went to her castle for me to meet her parents . i bowed down before her dad , the king . i didn’t have a dress on me so i just did that thing with my sweater like gumball .
a - and my favourite part … was when i kissed his hand … >< it was very long … slender … dainty … wearing pretty jewlery … and had his nails done in dark red with a beautiful pattern … most beautiful hand i’ve ever seen .
then there was the wedding . the princess was warning me about a magical , pink , flying carpet that will appear at some point to take away our bad emotions from our new life togheter . she warned me about not stepping on it or touching it in any way .
it was pink , shaped like a flower , and had a pentagram in the middle along with some other little occult symbols .
after the whole procession ended and we kissed , i let my intrusive thoughts and actually stepped on it . it knocked me over itself , took me away and led me somewhere that looked like the typical place in christian cartoons or comics where your soul gets judged , and there was an evil angel in front of me who sent me to hell . i think that was elohim or yahweh , as i also read recently that he is an angel himself .
it was very horrible there !
a lot of fire and lava
i could feel all of my bad emotions , but infinitely worse
meanwhile , the princess was crying for me at her castle , wondering why didn’t i listen to her warnings . her dad , the king , was also trying to come after me in hell and save me . then i don’t remember how it continued …