Admittedly I’m still working through Qliphothic meditations ATM so I’m not sure if this gets sorted out later on but I’d like to ask a question about TOAF and KnC of HGA. I’d have to say KnC or its equivalent is probably one of the most interesting goals of magical work for me, ie. it’s something that seems to hold up to scrutiny (at worst it’s a singularity-like subjective experience) and it’s a thing where once that awareness is achieved it can’t really be taken away and at least in the mid-term (maybe possible in one lifetime) seems like it’s a reasonable goal.
I do remember with Thagirion there was the meditation on Antichrist. Is it along those lines, something a bit different, or does it take on a different shape entirely? I do have George Dehn’s book on the Abramelin retreat, just wondering if TOAF has something equivalent.