I’m a newer magician. I am curious of what newer magicians may think of this topic, or what the memories of veteran magicians may be.
Three-four months ago, I made the conscious decision to follow a magician’s path. Leading up to that decision, I was wasting my time and energy on activities such as video games, pointless youtube video binges, and heavy drinking.
Since my leap into this practice, I have noticed that I do not partake in these activities, nor do I have a desire. My time and energy has been focused into my imagination, collection of knowledge, or different rituals or desired outcomes. Can any magicians, new or veteran, relate to this experience being true to their own lives?