12 /12/18
Two days ago Belial gave me a book. He told me that it contains a ritual.
The Book appears old brown leather with a strap to wrap around and tie it shut.
Belial says I’m not to do the ritual. That, Azazel, Abaddon, Belial himself, and Amaymon will do the ritual.
I have to go back through the big black mirror. Which I’ve been pulled into before.
Belial says the ritual needs to be done in Three parts because I won’t be able to handle it all at once.
I haven’t opened the book yet though Belial has been pushing me too.
I can already see some of the ritual though. Me lying in a circle with the four of them surrounding me. Nothing but total darkness.
Four lit white candles.
They seem to be on their knees bent around me. I can barley make them out they wear black silky cloaks almost as black as the darkness that surrounds them.
Belial says that this will give me power that the four of them are giving me power.
It is the four gate keepers but this is not the lake of fire ritual this is way different.
Belial says they have never done this before.
I wonder how long he’s had the book and never done the ritual it looks so very old.
we have never done this ritual before.
why did you chose me?
you are the one we have looked for
we can transform you.
trust us
we have chosen you, you have chosen us
the stars will align for you
We will speak ancient sacred words. Touch and anoint you.
SA KA Neth
SA KA Neth
Sa KA Neth
Sa … an Egyptian heiroglyph means protection
KA. . A spiritual entity, aspect of individual believed to live within the body.to survive after death
Neth … Net … Neith. …egyptian goddess 3100 bc
Sa ka Neth … protect the KA of Neith
Neith depicted with “was” scepter.
Associated with ancient Egyptian dieties
Symbol of power
Egyptians also precieved the sky as being held up by four pillars shaped like a was scepter.
Four gatekeepers in this ritual.
Earliest examples date to the first dynasty (around the time Neith appears)
Plutarch (50 to 120 ce)
Wrote that the temple of Neith at Sais
Held the inscription
“I am all that has been, that is, and that will be.
No mortal has yet to been able to lift the veil that covers me”
“The fruit which I brought forth was the sun”
12/13/18
Belial says the ritual has to be done in Three parts.
I know the first part must deal with the KA.
I think the other two parts will deal with the Ba and akh.
3 main parts of three egyptian soul.
Can I do this?
12/14/18
Listening to Rieki
My spirit or a part of me came out of me and hovered over me.
She said " you will truly be reborn when all the pieces of your soul have come back together.
When you are whole again, when you see who you truly are, who you were at the very beginning of all things"
.“you will be made whole”
“You will be complete, the time has come”
I feel the Ba visited me with aid of the ka
KA. . Created at the moment of birth, but the essence had always existed. And was passed down through generations Carrying the spiritual force of the first creation.
Ka was also guide and protector. All living things have a KA from plants and animals to gods.
Ka … life force that leaves the body when it dies.
(Double, Astral self)
Vital spark or fire
Ba … personality what makes one unique.
‘Soul’ human headed bird
Can go between earth and the heavens
Each Ba was linked to a particular body.
The Ba would hover over the body after death
But could travel to the after life visit with the gods, and return to earth and visit placessation the person loved in life…the gods had a ba and a ka.
The Akh … the immortal transformed self. Magical union of the ba and ka.
“Once the akh had been created by this union it survived as an 'enlightened spirit”
Enduring and unchanged forever.
Akh usually translated as ‘spirit’ was the higher form of the soul.
The soul was an 'immortal entity inhabiting an mortal vessel"
I felt that Belial was connected to Khnum … as he is the moulder and creator of the human body and assisted with the KA at the moment of birth.
Talking this over with @Lady_Eva I feel like she was spot on in that this mask maybe more like a surgeons mask a mask Belial maybe using for this task.
Heka … egyptian word for magic …father Khnum
Themail hieroglyphic spelling for HeKa includes the ancient symbol for KA. … the concept of the vital force.
Old Kingdom pyramid texts depict this as a supernatural energy the gods possess. The "cannibal pharoh’ must devour other gods to gain this magic power.
Heka - he who activates the KA.
Khnum the father of HeKa …of magic.
Khnum activates the KA with magick.
SA KA Neth protect the KA of Neth.
December 25, 2018
The first of the three rituals took place this morning.
I lit a white candle over my altar. And hung my new eight pointed star necklace over it
I lit frankincense and myrrh. . With a purple candle sitting on my altar
I sat in a circle with four white candles around me…
I went back through the black mirror.
SA KA Neth
Was what the black hooded figures chanted as Belial breathed life into me.
I sprouted huge white and silver wings as big as the room.
They gave a me a secret name is shall not speak of…
The Ren ones secret name given at birth by the gods and only the gods new it.
“The only way that the fate or destiny can be changed is if a creature of higher power changes the name”
Ren was the name by which the gods knew the soul and how one would be recogonized in the afterlife.
My heart I could see on the scales with the feather , my heart weighed less than the feather and I was able to pass through
" she said now you have become a living god"
(She was the one who had the feather, Maat)
Belial says this is the first part of the ritual.
A star is born.
I achieved all three in the first ritual so I’m not sure what the other two parts will hold.
Once the Ba and KA were united they could fly to the underworld, pass the test and then reach the after life
The symbol of the KA is two raised arms …I didn’t know this until after the ritual. During the ritual I kept raising both my arms.
Interesting note: the prayers said at funeral rites allowed the the physical body to make the change into a spiritual body called a Saku.
The Saku could move around tombs and talk to other parts of the soul
Saku would go into after life to join the gods.
There are several more parts to the Egyptian soul not just the main three. I can only guess that the other parts of the ritual will include them.
12 / 26/ 18
Had a vision of me chasing someone through a jungle. …asking , demanding “where is it?”
When I finally caught him he said it was under the steps of the pyramid by the river…
I used something like a machete to kill him. I felt like he was some type of egregore or servator.
I found 'it" it is a white and gold gym stone/crystal.
Then Belial came to me. But he had beautiful black wings with gold tips.
There are two more.
This is where I’ve gotten so far. I’m blown away and can only imagine what the other two parts of this will hold.
Thanks for reading.
Arianna ~
Also @DarkestKnight better be proud of all these fine notes I’m taking 
thanks! 