The Theoricus Journal

Journals, Group Rituals & Free Readings
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08/17/2026 Continued from above post.

Sunday, day of the Sun Sol.

19:14 PT

A day or a couple of days behind.

My browser crashes upon opening a pdf plugin, so I look for a no crash browser and PDF reader, and my browser behaves.

Must get the two apps I was looking for anyway.

My case of shingles is improving, I’m on the second of three weeks of nursing care. I have had an even worse lack of personal PT or occupational therapy. My toenail is improving slowly. I can walk in a walker, the issue is external input of senses, and lack of outside shelter. So an apartment first priority.

Reading a book on Causal/Acausal Magick, and trying to see what alchemical stage each of the seven grades is. It is a hardcore primer on Hermetic Magick, and so is O.A.A. These two I plan to do after Modern Magick completion. An issue with Sex Magick is finding a partner to do the rituals with. Up to nine rituals.

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DATE: 08/18/2026
DAY: Tuesday, Day of Mars. Horus, Marduk, Ares, Mars.Elohim Gibor, Chamuel, Samael, Seraphim “Fiery Serpents”. Red candles, Dragons Blood incense.
TIME: 14:08 PT.

MOON PHASE Luna in Sagittarius. Sol in Leo.
WEATHER: 68°, cloudy.

SLEEP: Poor, impacted by insomnia.
DREAMS: None recalled, I chose to not remember my dreams.
MENTAL CONDITIONS: Scattered. impacted by life conditions.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Feeling, impacted by lack of sleep.
MOOD: Fair.

RITUALS PERFORMED: list of daily rituals done or “none”.
Instant Relaxation Ritual, Body Awareness, Breathwork, Qabbalistic Cross Ritual, LBRP, Qabbalistic Cross Ritual, Invoking Luna Greater Ritual of the Hexagram, Analysis of the Keyword, Invoking the Four Powers of Air, Middle Pillar Ritual, Circulation of the Body of Light, and Body in Assiah (stopping upon Malkuth).
PERFORMANCE: Honest feelings about rituals done. Interrupted during Analysis of the Keyword. Continued unto completion.
RESULTS: Synchronicities associated from previous rituals or feelings regarding latest rituals performed. Roommate observed me doing my Theoricus Formula (iow all of the rituals). It was a little distracting. Interrupted by the medicine nurse during GRH Analysis of the Keyword, continued anyway.

MEDITATIONS : meditations done and results. Healing, ten minutes each. TBD

TAROT: Card (of day or spread) with interpretation.
Tarot Contemplation Ritual: XXI The World. Saturn and Elemental Earth. “The Great One of the Night of Time”. The Administrative Intelligence. Tav, Cross, 400. Completion of activities mundane and spiritual.
Cartomancy Card of the Day: Ten of Clubs. Ambition, achievement, success in business, social prominence.The card of business and career. It can represent a specific business, or it can denote the idea of “business” or “commerce” in a general sense. Also a card of movement and travel. It can refer to a journey, or more specifically a business trip. A business move, such as a major transaction, a business gamble, or an actual change of business ownership or location. Can also refer to “fluids.” When this card denotes a trip, it is usually over or by the water. Can also represent a body of water in any and all forms such as a water pipe, a swimming pool, bath tub, washing machine, or even the kitchen sink.

TASKS and THOUGHTS:
Additional detail to add, goals being worked on, etc.
Thought this may help those new to daily journals. Crowley wrote a paper on importance of keeping a daily journal.

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Spoke with Lucy this morning considering my appetite and the portion will be reduced moving forward.

I need to get back on exercise. It was a lazy weekend, no need to make it a lazy week.

I was nominated to serve on the Tenants Resident Council board meeting, with a State representative from Dept of Public Health this morning.
It felt good to have a placeholder at my own table, and to serve in a board representing all the patients.
I was honest, accentuated the positive, and stuck up for the CNAs, the Kitchen staff, the Activities folks, and the Nursing Home in general.
I was able to speak my mind, while being a team player, and giving praise to the staff.
It moved forward after answering thirty five questions and free time for comments.

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08/18/2026

Tuesday, day of Mars

23:41 PT

Web browser keeps crashing. Particularly viewing personal matters, such as firearms for self defense, club membership, and a few other categories.

Largest share of related open windows include first aid and trauma kits per Red Cross and FEMA recommendations, deployment list for military and SAR (to build a bug in bag, bug out bag and general home safety and communication items), sacred texts (thelema, history and classics), BALG windows for tutorials, and Google searches.

Considering going with different browser that is more crash proof and only has current window loaded in memory.

Touchy topics include home building kits, land for sale, and arming the elderly. Having go bags or bug in bags ready and sealed. A years supply of food and paper products. Water is an issue. If I’m going to live here, it makes sense to own the land for starters, then a home built, a weapon for hunting and self defense (shotgun and revolver), ham radio license and equipment, shortwave hand crank radio, so I am independent, out of the way, and can be self reliant.

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DATE: 08/19/2026

DAY: Wednesday, Day of Mercury. Thoth , Hermes, Mercury. Elohim Tzabaoth, Raphael, Beni Elohim. Orange candles, Lavendar and Storax incense.

TIME: 10:06 PT EDIT 12:37 PT

MOON PHASE Luna in Sagittarius.

WEATHER: 71°, cloudy.

SLEEP: Fair, impacted by sleep apnea.

DREAMS: None recalled, I chose to not remember my dreams.

MENTAL CONDITIONS: Stressed, impacted by life conditions.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Anxious, impacted by life conditions.

MOOD: Good.

RITUALS PERFORMED: list of daily rituals done or “none”. Theoricus Formula was done.

PERFORMANCE: Honest feelings about rituals done. Better privacy. Visualization started strong but ended up nada.

RESULTS: Synchronicities associated from previous rituals or feelings regarding latest rituals performed. People would walk past looking in the room. Curious creatures we are.

MEDITATIONS : meditations done and results. TBD

TAROT: Card (of day or spread) with interpretation. TBD

TASKS and THOUGHTS:

Woke up, had breakfast.

Went to bathroom and my shower.

Went to Activities for Coffee Social.

Came back to room for lunch.

Did Theoricus Formula.

Additional detail to add, goals being worked on, etc.
Thought this may help those new to daily journals. Crowley wrote a paper on importantce of keeping a daily journal.

Watching a documentary on survivalism on History channel, and homesteading on Discovery channel.

Survival is not easy work. Homesteading is not easy work, not by a long shot.

But in order to homestead on your own land, you have to survive first, with all basic needs taken care of.

It’s hard to accept that I may not survive. At least by their methods.

Waiting for my lunch now. Which, much like the documentary shows, is kind and easy, not like harsh and in your face unfair nature. Trying to catch a rabbit with his trap, a fox got to the rabbit first. The rabbit was consumed by the fox, the survivalist had to eat a squirrel by now and arrow instead. Both ate, luckily.

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08/19/2026

Wednesday, night of Mercury,

19:54 PT.

Awoke to lunch being served, although it was dinner.

Watched NatGeo The Cub Who Could Be King - Lion.

Need to exercise still. Perhaps just dumbbells.

Wrote a little bit of Exercise Two for Air grade. Will try to get all Exercises written in diary.

EDIT 21:43 PT.

Need to get serious on my goals.

Need to do rituals daily.

Need to exercise daily.

Need to get licensed and or certified by end of year.

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Liber E – Keeping a record to lead into the attainment of clairvoyance and clairaudience, asanas and breath, control of thought etc.

https://www.sacred-texts.com/oto/lib9.htm#7

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DATE: 08/20/2026
DAY: Thursday, day of Jupiter. Osiris, Fortuna, Zeus, Jupiter. El, Sachiel, Tzadkiel, Chashmalim. Blue candle, Cedar incense.
TIME: 18:03 PT
MOON PHASE Luna in Sagittarius.
WEATHER: 82°, cloudy.

SLEEP: Fair, impacted by thought trains.
DREAMS: None recalled, I chose to not remember my dreams.
MENTAL CONDITIONS: Paranoid, impacted by community or Facebook flagging a post..
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Fat, impacted by lack of exercise.
MOOD: Fair.

RITUALS PERFORMED: list of daily rituals done or “none”. None. Will attempt minor rituals, but not those that require me to be on my wheelchair due to roommates. Mornings are different if I wake up before the others. When they’re out, I can have the room to myself.
PERFORMANCE: Honest feelings about rituals done. Disappointed in myself for not being proactive, and seizing the reins, while other roommates were out.
RESULTS: Synchronicities associated from previous rituals or feelings regarding latest rituals performed. While thinking about posting invocations to Celtic deities and their correspondences, what I was lacking was a sigil. The forums has a sigil generator which I can use to have one for the deity.

MEDITATIONS : meditations done and results. Healing, did ten minutes each, of the six mantras.

TAROT: Card (of day or spread) with interpretation.

TASKS and THOUGHTS:
Ate Breakfast after waking up.
Groomed and dressed.
Walked to Activities.
Sat once at Station two, due to loose slippers.
Need to use sneakers instead.
Had coffee in coffee social, put together a puzzle while talking to Gail. Got interrupted by LVN to go back to room for medication.
Got back into bed after going to bathroom by myself.
Ate Lunch.
LVN applied cream to my back and backside
Ate Dinner with coffee.
Will attempt to do rituals not requiring me to stand or be in my wheelchair. Such as Tarot Contemplation Ritual, Cartomancy Card of the Day, Breathwork/Circulation of the Body of Light, Asana/Yoga poses able to do on bed.
Etc.
Writing down Air grade exercises from Lessons in Modern Magick. Will do as much Ritual as possible from lying down on bed or sitting up on bed. I face West sitting up.

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DATE: 08/20/2026
DAY: Thursday, day of Jupiter. Osiris, Fortuna, Zeus, Jupiter. El, Sachiel, Tzadkiel, Chashmalim. Blue candle, Cedar incense.
TIME: 18:03 PT
MOON PHASE Luna in Sagittarius.
WEATHER: 82°, cloudy.

SLEEP: Fair, impacted by thought trains.
DREAMS: None recalled, I chose to not remember my dreams.
MENTAL CONDITIONS: Paranoid, impacted by community or Facebook flagging a post..
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Fat, impacted by lack of exercise.
MOOD: Fair.

RITUALS PERFORMED: list of daily rituals done or “none”. None. Will attempt minor rituals, but not those that require me to be on my wheelchair due to roommates. Mornings are different if I wake up before the others. When they’re out, I can have the room to myself.
PERFORMANCE: Honest feelings about rituals done. Disappointed in myself for not being proactive, and seizing the reins, while other roommates were out.
RESULTS: Synchronicities associated from previous rituals or feelings regarding latest rituals performed. While thinking about posting invocations to Celtic deities and their correspondences, what I was lacking was a sigil. The forums has a sigil generator which I can use to have one for the deity.

MEDITATIONS : meditations done and results. Healing, did ten minutes each, of the six mantras.

TAROT: Card (of day or spread) with interpretation.

TASKS and THOUGHTS:
Ate Breakfast after waking up.
Groomed and dressed.
Walked to Activities.
Sat once at Station two, due to loose slippers.
Need to use sneakers instead.
Had coffee in coffee social, put together a puzzle while talking to Gail. Got interrupted by LVN to go back to room for medication.
Got back into bed after going to bathroom by myself.
Ate Lunch.
LVN applied cream to my back and backside
Ate Dinner with coffee.
Will attempt to do rituals not requiring me to stand or be in my wheelchair. Such as Tarot Contemplation Ritual, Cartomancy Card of the Day, Breathwork/Circulation of the Body of Light, Asana/Yoga poses able to do on bed.
Etc.
Writing down Air grade exercises from Lessons in Modern Magick. Will do as much Ritual as possible from lying down on bed or sitting up on bed. I face West sitting up.

No rituals were done, but a solid hour of daily meditations, back up to ten minutes each.

I vow to not be lazy, but to be proactive instead.

I fell asleep, and now am writing Air grade exercises in my Ritual Diary, and making sure all rituals through Lesson One to Four, all transcribed in Ritual Diary.

DATE: 08/21/2026

DAY: Friday, “Day of Venus. Nuit, Inanna, Aphrodite, Venus. YHVH Tzabaoth, Haniel, Anael, Elohim. Green candles, Rose incense.”

TIME: 04:02 PT.

MOON PHASE Luna in Sagittarius.

WEATHER: 81°, Sunny.

SLEEP: Poor., impacted by insomnia.

DREAMS:"None recalled, I chose to not remember my dreams.
MENTAL CONDITIONS: Feeling anxious, impacted by life circumstances.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Feeling fat, impacted by lack of exercise
MOOD: Rating

RITUALS PERFORMED: list of daily rituals done or “none”. TBD
PERFORMANCE: Honest feelings about rituals done. TBD.
RESULTS: Synchronicities associated from previous rituals or feelings regarding latest rituals performed. TBD.

MEDITATIONS : meditations done and results. TBD.

TAROT: Card (of day or spread) with interpretation. TBD
TASKS and THOUGHTS:
TBD.
Additional detail to add, goals being worked on, etc.
Thought this may help those new to daily journals. Crowley wrote a paper on importantce of keeping a daily journal.

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08/21/2026

Friday, day of Venus

04:30

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DATE: 08/21/2026

DAY: Friday, “Day of Venus. Nuit, Inanna, Aphrodite, Venus. YHVH Tzabaoth, Haniel, Anael, Elohim. Green candles, Rose incense.”

TIME: 04:02 PT. EDIT 13:30 PT

MOON PHASE Luna in Sagittarius.

WEATHER: 81°, Sunny.

SLEEP: Poor., impacted by insomnia.

DREAMS: None recalled, I chose to not remember my dreams.
MENTAL CONDITIONS: Feeling anxious, impacted by life circumstances.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Feeling fat, impacted by lack of exercise
MOOD: Rating

RITUALS PERFORMED: list of daily rituals done or “none”. Theoricus Formula done early morning.
PERFORMANCE: Honest feelings about rituals done. Visualization still needs work.
RESULTS: Synchronicities associated from previous rituals or feelings regarding latest rituals performed. TBD.

MEDITATIONS : meditations done and results. Healing and Spiritual Mantras done but cherry picked, improve psychic powers, remove negative attachments, repel negative energy.

TAROT: Card (of day or spread) with interpretation. TBD

TASKS and THOUGHTS:

Did Theoricus Formula.
Ate breakfast, groomed.

Dressed, went to Walk.

Made a foolish mistake and almost fell forward, Tobi had to grab me to keep from falling. I was angry at myself for a while.

Attended Aloha event.

Additional detail to add, goals being worked on, etc.
Thought this may help those new to daily journals. Crowley wrote a paper on importantce of keeping a daily journal.

EDIT

08/21/2026

15:55

Slept for a bit before now, a good couple hours of sleep.

Going to practice Earth and Air Lessons, and continue with exercises written in my Diary for Water and Fire as well.

One of the exercises for Fire could be fun – taking a trip to the Zoo and noting movement and voice and patterns of the animals. For Water there is an exercise to cook a water type meal such as noodles or soup/stew. Could be fun or good as well.

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08/21/2026

Friday, day of Venus and Aloha event

18:35

RITUALS PERFORMED:

Rite of Elemental Equilibration (REE), Tarot Contemplation Ritual, Cartomancy Card of the Day, Instant Relaxation Ritual, Body Awareness, Breathwork. Body in Assiah, left off in Malkuth in Briah.

PERFORMANCE:

REE past Assiah generated tingling on my scalp. TCR IX The Hermit found in second pile, Briah, where I left off with Body Malkuth in Assiah. CCotD Jack of Diamonds. Breathwork is interesting after Polypenisian Dancers today, particularly the War Dance. BA Sore gluteus (butt), Less pulled muscles. IRR relaxed - minus ritual bath - sore legs, nearly fell today walking, but Tobias saved me.

RESULTS:

Alive and well fed.

TAROT:

TCR: IX The Hermit. Virgo. Law of Response. “Prophet of the Eternal, Magus of the Voice of Power”. Yod, hand, 10. Intelligence of Will.

CCotD: Jack of Diamonds. Young person of either sex, most often male. Intelligent, energetic, dynamic, a student, relative by marriage. The start of a financial venture, a written message, a message about finances, a financial statement, a check, a receipt, money transfer, a message from your spirit guides, a place for higher learning.

EDIT:

08/21/2026

19:37 PT

Looking through Christopher’s book now on all assignments.

I failed that book by cherry picking, lack of discipline, and overuse of red flags as to why daily work remained – and still remains – unfinished business.

So now I find myself in a pickle. Might as well dice and season myself to a point of relish – a necessary condiment.

I have an advantage, Modern Magick is less strict. Its a go at your own pace book. Maybe by the time my head of hair is slick silver I advance to Adept.

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08/22/2026 on other social media is fragments of the Day as I have been largely in bed this weekend.

Today’s entry …

DATE: 08/22/2026

DAY: Saturday, day of Saturn. Anubis, Kronos, Saturn. YHVH Elohim, Cassiel, Aralim.Black candles. Sandalwood incense.

TIME: 12:05 PT

MOON PHASE Luna in Capricorn.

WEATHER: 80°, sunny.

SLEEP: Poor, impacted by insomnia.

DREAMS: None recalled, I chose to not remember my dreams.

MENTAL CONDITIONS: Anxious, impacted by losing my diary notes.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Grumpy, impacted by painful toe, painful legs, sore arms, impacted by exercise and lost notes.

MOOD: Poor.

RITUALS PERFORMED: list of daily rituals done or “none”. None.

PERFORMANCE: Honest feelings about rituals done. N/A

RESULTS: Synchronicities associated from previous rituals or feelings regarding latest rituals performed. N/A

MEDITATIONS : meditations done and results. Healing and Spiritual TBD. Chakra fruits and 54321 mindfulness meditations.

TAROT: Card (of day or spread) with interpretation. TCR and CCotD TBD.

TASKS and THOUGHTS:
Additional detail to add, goals being worked on, etc.
Thought this may help those new to daily journals. Crowley wrote a paper on importantce of keeping a daily journal.

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DATE: 08/24/2026.

DAY: Monday, day of Luna. Isis, Inanna, Diana, Luna. Silver candles, Jasmine incense.

TIME: 16:40 PT.

MOON PHASE: Luna in third decan Capricorn, Mercury in Capricorn or Aquarius, Sol in Virgo.

WEATHER: 80°, Sunny.

SLEEP: Fair, scattered hours of sleep. Finally got up and out of room after lunch.

DREAMS None recalled. I chose to not remember my dreams.

MENTAL CONDITIONS Searching for the lost notes. I think I have vague ideas of most of them.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Anxious that sensitive data could have been exploited.

MOOD: Fair.

RITUALS PERFORMED: None.

PERFORMANCE: TBD.

RESULTS: TBD.

MEDITATIONS Healing Mantras and Spiritual Mantras. Chakra fruits. Mindfulness.

TAROT: TBD

SMART Umbrella Goals:

01 Lose weight down to 200 from 270, by eight to ten lost pounds per month. Do this by healthy diet and daily exercise.

02 Continuing Education. Looking at Coast Colleges for certificate programs or UC Irvine for a Bachelor’s. However, student aid and loans need to be consolidated into a doable financial plan. Transportation there and back. Necessary technology. School materials, books and supplies.

03 Philanthropy aligned with Credentials of Education. Example is Anthropology and Communication Bachelors and Certificate in ASL Interpretation with membership in Toastmasters.

TASKS and THOUGHTS:

Had eggs and oatmeal for breakfast with OJ and coffee.

Had lunch, do not recall what it was.

Finally got out of bed today yet forgot to do my rituals. Already back in bed and trying to keep my feet elevated.

Tonight I was encouraged to attend Activities, since when my notes and sensitive information was lost, I’ve been wallowing in self-pity by allowing it to occur in the first place.

So a small workout for legs by foot wheeling myself there and back.

I won $650 in a game called Lotteria. So second place. First place won $1170.

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DATE: 08/29/2026

DAY: Saturday, Day of Saturn. Isis, Kronos, Saturn. YHVH Elohim, Cassiel, Aralim. Black candles, Myrrh, Sandalwood incense.

TIME: 16:42 PT

MOON PHASE Luna in Aries.

WEATHER: 80°, Cloudy.

SLEEP: Good, impacted by not staying up terribly late.

DREAMS: None recalled, I chose to not remember my dreams.

MENTAL CONDITIONS: Calm, impacted by youth piano music recital and the scorpion excitement.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Jittery, impacted by lots of coffee today.

MOOD: Good

RITUALS PERFORMED: Ritual Bath, Breathwork, Instant Relaxation Ritual, Body Awareness, Rite of Elemental Equilibration, Theoricus Formula.

PERFORMANCE: Honest feelings about rituals done. Today was shower day, and expectation as always to be clean physically, mentally and spiritually. Body Awareness showed me the toe operated on Thursday is still tender and gets jolts of pain from gabapentin operating on nerve endings. Breathwork shows me I need to be able to expand my breath with time. REE, TCR and CCotD TBD. Theoricus Formula was done before the scorpion excitement in the room.

RESULTS: Synchronicities associated from previous rituals or feelings regarding latest rituals performed. TBD.

MEDITATIONS : meditations done and results. TBD

TAROT: Card (of day or spread) with interpretation. TBD.

TASKS and THOUGHTS:
Awoke to breakfast served, ate breakfast.
Used restroom and took my shower.
Got dressed, and sandals on.
Walked from my room to station three hall.
Got wheeled the rest of the way by Tobi.
Listened to a California Music School piano recital from kindergarten to 12th grade performers.
Received a fan in the shape of a heart and a tube of hand cream.
Wheeled myself back to my room.
Performed Theoricus Formula.
A scorpion got in the room and was killed by Tobi. It was the size of a baby mouse.
Awaiting lunch.
Had lunch, used the bathroom and got back into bed.
Had coffees and watching television.

Additional detail to add, goals being worked on, etc.
Thought this may help those new to daily journals. Crowley wrote a paper on importantce of keeping a daily journal.

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Two books that I’m working through, is “Modern Magick” by Donald Kraig, this is my primary focus. I am also working through another book that uses “The Golden Dawn” as a supplemental textbook. This book is “Kabbalah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self-Transformation " by Liam Thomas Christopher. What I like about MM is that it has a quiz after each Lesson and does not give a time restriction on when to take on the next grade. Christopher’s book does give an estimate of time to complete the grades, and has a ton of side reading to do. What is a drawback of MM is a very small if any egregore behind it, whereas Christopher published a series of videos on YouTube, and can be contacted, while Kraig died in 2014.

Element of Air is where I’m at. What concerns me is months of lack of dream recall. Have tried to Astral Project to no avail.

I’ve not been keeping up with daily work or doing all exercises for the daily work.

So, let’s get to it.

Things encountered having warm yet moist qualities to it, steam from food and drink. Wound from the surgery. Bodily fluids.

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DATE: 08/31/2026
DAY: Monday, day of Luna. Khonsu, Artemis, Luna. Shaddai El Chai, Gabriel, Kerubim. Silver candles, Jasmine incense.
TIME: 09:58 PT.

SLEEP: Fair.

DREAMS: A dream where everything was a shade of blue. Another dream where I had the go somewhere and rushed to put on my slippers and went to get into my wheelchair, only to wake up finding out my slippers were on and my legs were toward a 90° angle from my prone sleeping position.

WEATHER: 78°, overcast.

MENTAL CONDITIONS: Scattered. As usual, trying to complete ten things at once. Only to find out things that have been on the back burner for quite some time. Like four years since studying for a ham radio technician exam. Or a year so ce trying to deep dive into ASL and ASLI, and trying to handle student loan forgiveness. The only change and goal fulfillment is that I’ve lost more weight, since last month, so between 250 and 255.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Toe is recovering, have had seizure aura symptoms and circulation issues, walked nearly to station three today. About half the hall distance between station two and station three, maybe fifty feet. Strained neck from posture and phone use, middle back pain from pulled muscles. Need to exercise today. Will do arms, do legs tomorrow.

RITUALS PERFORMED Instant Relaxation Ritual. Body Awareness. Adorations. Breathwork. Rite of Elemental Equilibration. Middle Pillar Ritual. Circulation of the Body of Light. Energy Work .Tarot Contemplation Ritual TBD. CCotD TBD. Neophyte Formula.

PERFORMANCE: TBD.

RESULTS: TBD.

MEDITATIONS: TBD. Mantras and Mindfulness.

TASKS and THOUGHTS:
Drank a lot of coffee and flavored water, possibly two pictures since 4pm.
Woke up to breakfast with two coffees, ate and drank.
Used bathroom, got dressed, walked to station two and halfway to station three.
Got to Activities, reflecting back on the first ten pages of Franklins autobiography.
Amazing at how much he accomplished, and how he had to work for his own money since a child, and in reflection how much I had to earn in comparative age.
Task one is to read fifteen pages of the works of Homer, each book.
Task two is to read fifteen more pages of Franklins autobiography. That would be twenty five pages of one hundred pages of Franklins autobiography.
I believe Homers works are at least one hundred pages each.
Played tennis. There are some tough senior citizens.
Came back to my room.
Did my Theoricus Formula. Voice and visualization need practice and work.
Pork chop and taters for lunch.
Will find and delve into Homer after lunch, then back to delving into Franklin after dinner.

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Keeping at my goals, and since dinner has been consumed, onto Homer, fifteen pages each, fifteen pages of Hesiod, and up to page thirty in the Autobiography of Benjamin Franklin. This puts me towards working at SMART Goal 1.

SMART Goal 2…Membership and Philanthropy. Cannot do much tonight, but will keep at looking through them.

SMART Goal 3…Weight loss and exercise. Will work on arms if time permits.

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08/31/2026

Monday, day of Luna.

21:05 PT

TASKS and THOUGHTS:

Well, evening plans fell through. So I did find another site that hopefully offers full content for free. Otherwise, I might have to beg on a street corner for a few coins or dollars to be able to read a goddamn book in peace.

Fuck eating the rich, shoot the rich (with a super soaker you literalist monster).

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DATE: 09/01/2026
DAY: Tuesday, day of Mars. Horus, Ares, Mars. Elohim Gibor, Chamuel, Samael, Seraphim (Fiery serpents). Red candles, Dragons Blood incense.
TIME: 12:21 PT.

MOON PHASE Luna in Aries. Sol in Virgo.
WEATHER: 80°, cloudy.

SLEEP: Good, impacted by no light and over reading dry literature.
DREAMS: None recalled, I chose to not remember my dreams.
MENTAL CONDITIONS: Scattered, anxious. Impacted by questioning what’s after discharge.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Tired, impacted by good sleep but sore body parts (see Body Awareness).
MOOD: Good, saw and talked with Victoria.

RITUALS PERFORMED: Instant Relaxation Ritual, Body Awareness, Adorations, Breathwork, Rite of Elemental Equilibration, TCR, CCotD, Theoricus Formula. All TBD.
PERFORMANCE: Honest feelings about rituals done. TBD. Body Awareness: sore legs, sore buttocks, sore toe, exhausted body.
RESULTS: Synchronicities associated from previous rituals or feelings regarding latest rituals performed. TBD.

MEDITATIONS : meditations done and results. Spiritual and Healing. Chakra fruits. Mindfilul 54321. TBD.
TAROT: Card (of day or spread) with interpretation. TCR, CCotD. TBD.

TASKS and THOUGHTS:
Work on student loan forgiveness.
Work on lower sugar today.
Reading Homer, Hesiod and Benjamin Franklin today.

Just finished lunch.

After breakfast I decided to not attend Activities, due to fatigue. So slept in, ate lunch and will consume coffees to stay awake doing reading. Benjamin Franklin is easy to read, Hesiod is pretty good reading, Homer is as dry as Tacitus.
Watching Outbreak. On commercials will do readings.

EDIT:
09/01/2026
Tuesday, day of Mars.
14:52
My mistake, had just started Franklins autobiography page eleven, not fifteen.
Reading through to Franklin page thirty, and Homer and Hesiod to page fifteen or concluding the chapter past page fifteen on each of the three (The Illiad, The Odyssey, Homeric Hymns).
Past these, four, will tackle the next on each of the two lists - Harvard Classics, and Great Books of the Western World, in order.
Exercise today will be arms via dumbbells at three pounds (ten each), core by sitting bedside, and legs by marches, toe lifts, and kicks (ten each).

EDIT:
09/01/2026
Tuesday, day of Mars.
16:22 PT.
Have finished The Autobiography of Benjamin Franklin, page fifteen.
Onto Homer.

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