This is yet another page of this diary that I want to write. I honestly was starting it last night as I was at work. Sitting in the dark room to watch someone with only your thoughts to keep you company is quite interesting to say. But as I wrote the post I felt that it was not right, it felt off. So I decided to wait and glad I did.
Yesterday I took my first cleansing bath that I haven’t had a good one in a while. It was refreshing and rejuvenating. I said a prayer to Lord Satan to aid me in blessing it and after I went to my room and just was pulled to do something. It’s hard to explain but it was more as if my unconscious came about and took over. I lit my candles (flamless) and went to do some meditation. I then remembered the reading I was to do for a coworker so I took some of my new flying ointment and got into a trance state. I asked for Satan to come and join me for this reading.
Soon enough I felt his presence and I did the reading. During the time it was a very bonding experience to be with him one on one doing this. The reading was long and I had an appointment in the morning, so after it was completed I thanked him and went to bed.
As I was falling asleep I felt his presence still around and honestly I welcomed it. This morning I had gotten up and went to my appointment. As I was sitting there I decided to look at more posts about Satan. As I was I found this one that was written by a member some time ago.
The Satanic Current - #2 by Cogitation
As I read this I felt a sense of understanding and that’s when I felt a feeling in the core of my being that I felt a seed of sorts had been planted in me and this seed is going to bloom one day. What will it bring? Not sure. But it is a feeling that brings a sense of thrill and excitement to me.
I have always felt that Satan is so much more then what was often displayed by most. This post I felt was just a nod to me and a confirmation of this. This also came at a time that a sync event happened. As I was arriving at my Drs for my appointment the radio was on. In the radio the guy was talking about how he was tired of holding doors open for people and they don’t do it for those behind. As I got out and went to the doors, there was two women who did this very thing. The first held it for the one behind but as I got up to it she didn’t hold it. However as we came to the second set of doors she held it open. I found it funny just how it played out to me.