Thanks @Micah, real talk you were 1/3 of the equation , that made this possible .
In fact I had wanted to portray my extremely intense experience regarding my results and experience when i performed your rite of posession "struck by satanic lighting “.
Wanted to detail my experience which began a series of cascading “dominoe like” procession of events, describing my transition from balancing on the fence…to complete /successful emersion into " that crazy magick life”.
I never felt the urge, nor the impulse to look back since.
Thanks for being a part of that transition.
Respect.
R.A.M,