Greetings, and blessings.
Its me Xag Darklight Here and Today i will give a free Meditation From my own contribution named “Vivlion Tun Asmodeus” in The Compendium of Asmodeus and this is from chapter one - The Art of Pain.
Now i didnt worked with The qlippothic sphere of Golachab but i am certain that this connected me and transformed me by the power of the burning ones.
This one of the most hardcore and life changing Meditations and Rituals that i ever did and it changed me in every way,Asmodeus is the next gatekeeper after baal,the ruler. and baal the ruler made it clear that the master is served by all - Asmodeus takes this into the next level,you take pain and force for personal growth,you take your own fear of failure for ultimate success and this changed me so fundemetally it is indescrible of what you can become through the fire of asmodeus and the burning ones. This why in my book of asmodeus i call asmodeus over and over with the title of The Great Liberator of Mankind.
THE MEDITATION OF GODHOOD THROUGH SELF DESTRUCTION AND DEVOURING
“Become Your Every Sin,
Become Your Every Lust,
Become Your Nightmare,
Become Your Every Nightmare.”
These words had come out of his slithery Tongue and Hellmouth, spilling fire, Pain, Power and lust and even wrath.
Not petty wraths and lusts but literal Diabolical Evil ones, even primordial ones, his huge serpentine tongue hisses the evil words and guides me into godhood and in my dark Apotheosis as the Supreme Being.
I am guided by this Spirit, I have the spirit of asmodeus within me, now forever the fiery gate of hell burns within me and brings Asmodeus.
“Rash ‘Am Asmodeus
Asmodeus, I am your Gate
I am your Wrath
I am your fire
Rash ‘Am Asmodeus”
My black soul and spirit say to him without words at this point and even now as I am writing this, I am his gate and I feel it, his energy and power not as a simple sensation but a knowing beyond knowing runs through me.
Asmodeus next lesson that completes the meditation that he wants to teach me and taught you too, if you want to open the gates, I do open the gates, this book, this grimoire, this compendium, is a physical gateway to him and to others and to the father, into Satolas,
The Next words of the Demonic King, Asmodeus are:
Devour, Destroy Thyself.
As these words ran through the meditation, the words Double Binds The formula and it is completed.
Become Your Every Nightmare.
These are his first words.
There sit and feel and see yourself in yourself as the most weak, wicked Evilest powerless, Slavest Self ever, as a rotten tortured Soul Servant, see yourself as that and become it.
But do not accept it, don’t accept being Failed by yourself, but become the nightmare of your nightmare.
With fiery evil destructive wrath destroy and devour your weakest self, you had become it and thought like that and felt like that to get into this point, this is the essence of being the nightmare of your nightmare and devour thyself,for your own power, glory and godhood.
This is not easy and not for the weak, to pass through it you must step up to the pain and weakness and embrace them, your breath is your reminder.
But only for those who are willing to devour and lose everything for their ascend. True power is knowing that you can recreate what was destroyed and what is destroyed, this meditation opens the possibility to see your nightmares for you to transcend them, for you to transcend failure and success, as these are options and illusions, these are of your choosing and your emanations as being, the work after these trials is this and beyond.
Push yourself out now, devour and destroy yourself now.
with truly pure powerful wrath of a god, devour yourself from the heart, from the mind, from the soul, from your core and being. Destroy the possibility of failure and success, this is becoming your nightmare. The nightmare of nightmares, this is also again transcendence, giving the seed, the empty space for the supreme to rise, no other than you.
After you have become an empty socked, a meat bag you are free, but not done, you must create.
Create yourself, reform your mind, from nothing.
Not even your ashes, this is not just a simple rebirthing exercise, this incarnating the supreme being, the living god within you.
So, reform yourself, reform your mind and beyond. failure, success, power, thought, feeling, heart. And go beyond, and beyond, be the supreme being.
I Am the Supreme Being, The Primordial Void, I am Takkalos!
The arts that asmodeus teaches are indeed painful but full of results through them I been able to change my whole reality almost instantaneously through them you can transcend beyond them realizing that pain is indeed essential for your own growth and ascend, you take that pain, you feel it, you turn it upside down and then you release it, it becomes a servitor in your ascend, Baal showed what truly is a servitor and a servitor it is not a being that kisses its master’s feet and does whatever the master is lazy to do, but instead the servitor may cause pain but if you are a true ruler, a true leader and a master you will know that this is on purpose, you lead for purpose and you are being served for a purpose and you feel pain for a purpose : To Transend.
When I first started working with asmodeus as the lord the lord of pain which he branched out as Aeshma he offered me a challenge that I gladly yet painfully participated, and this was the one-hour meditation.