So this was a really weird experience that happens to me just today/yesterday.
On Thursday afternoon I went deep into the woods by my house to try and commune with the old ones. I called nyarlathotep into the trinity triangles I had created and felt a really weird energy after awhile. It was weird and put me into just a weird state of mind.
That night I had a lot of vivid dreams. The one that stands out the most is one right before I woke up. Me and some others were sitting at a table an One of those people was S. Ben Qayin. He looked directly at me, slashed a knife through the scrying mirror on the wall, which filled with a purple flame. He hopped into the mirror, looked at me with eyes burning violet, and said “Summon me again when the time is right. Then the gate will be open and the master shall return” The voice was deep and guttural, the voice used for Azazel on the BoA booktape.
What the hell does this mean? When is the time right? Was this a message from the Old ones? What do you guys think is going on?