Outer Darkness Ritual
It’s been an odd few days. The gatekeepers have appeared every night for the past three days.
I don’t feel my normal self. Lack of interest in anything. The seed of darkness appeared last night while meditating, seeming as if activated. While out in the backyard there were scrape marks of a nine pointed star. Which reminded me of the seed of darkness.
Will see what happens in the next couple of days. Tonight I travel to the eye of the storm.
23rd
What a morning, was so fucking energized felt like I could punch through a wall. Was buzzing with energy.
I packed all my ritual gear put it in the car and took it to work. The idea was to do the ritual at home but due to unforseen circumstances I had to change plans.
Where ever you go, There you are.
12:33Pm lighting the candles in my mind one by one vibrating each Gatekeepers name twice. Feeling them as they came forth once called. Then lighting a physical candle as a physical link to the nine.
Filling a bowl with my own blood to open the portal of Algol for the darkness to poor through.
At one point I started speaking in tongues, I don’t really recall when or what I was saying. It was different.
When the time came to connect to Algol that’s when the visions started. Darkness pouring out from the Demon Star in a massive mass of darkness.
Converging towards the earth. It’s energy was powerful. I could see the participants light up like black stars. Shining Black Beacons. This darkness merging with us. And spreading upon the earth. We are the children of darkness.
We are the 9 headed Dragon. We are the Gatekeepers. There is no them and us. We are one. We are the same. We are the infernal.
All parts are necessary that make the whole. Every cell has its purpose.
The more cells in harmony the stronger the whole becomes.
Merge into your full potential.
I’ve had something that didn’t quite sit right for a while now. The things I read, how they are separate. Existence is about merging back into its original form. That’s why theres war and conflict. I get it now.
Sure there’s more to remember or learn. It makes more sense now. And we fight what we truly are, every step of the way. We are afraid of our selves. We separate ourselves from that which we fear.
Bring it in and become it. If you can handle it.
I doubted this gnosis tonight. I doubled checked with Azazel.
After the ritual I was a bit shaky. Ham Ram Satalos keep going through my mind. As it did an eye opened before me, serpentine like. Red.
As it opened I got a sense of knowing that’s why I feel different. The crown activates and stays activated. It’s as if the 9 headed beast now has hundreds of new heads and eyes.
That’s why I said we are the beast, we are the Gatekeepers. It sees all through us, with us and around us.
Next step is to take action.
After waking this morning, this feeling is constant. The serpent eye is still there, my whole body feels different.
Wanting to test this out I visualized the serpent eye. The crown of my head opened, energy shot down my spine and my upper body tingles.
I brought forth my intention to know more about the Gatekeepers. And then a vision came. All nine of their sigils appeared. They started to shrink. I see DNA Strands. Then I see bone and flesh. Then I see outer flesh, then I see me.
In that moment there was no doubt, It was all knowing. When that eye is open beaming its knowledge into your head, there’s no doubt. The doubt comes after the eye closes.
“Shed your doubts and fears” I know I know.
So I asked why do I have a infinity with one particular GateKeeper. “That’s the Energy you resonate with. You haven’t fully merged with the others, you will, now that you understand”
I understand if your not ready this can totally Mess you up. Interesting.
Not sure if anyone shares this view?
Or understands it.
Words can’t explain it. End