Iām going to focus on finding a woman whose wife material. This means she isnāt a single mom, doesnāt have a high body count
Lol my wife!.. sheās awesome though and bakes me cookiesā¦
And i unno if true or not but her high body count boosts my ego coz out the close to, a number satan really likes, im apparently the only one to please her in roughly the same number of ways.
665 or 667? Just kiddingā¦ if this person makes you happy then thatās all that matters.
Love you sister! This is essential lhp stuff.
Al.
Emos: as in cut themselves, face-painted Emos - not Elmos.
Al.
I think the most important thing is to not be fake to yourself, and a lot of things you describe, which I agree with, are rested ON a bed of lies, and require increasingly complex mental gymnastics (and then suppression of truth) which involve a lot of the #.1.L.O.S.E.R. details above, to make them seem real.
But that is all a slightly bigger topic than I set out to address in 2018 when I wrote this. 
The point is to check these things and see if any of the traits are serving you or becoming a problem, because we do all have them to some extent, as covered in the blurred-text at the bottom of the OP. The rest falls into the Divine Paradox (are we things bobbing haplessly in an ocean of other things, or, are we the co-creators of our own experience?), and how that interfaces with toxic social trends, how we reconcile that etc., is a topic too big for this reply. 
This is some deep ass shite!
Ima guna try and fullow tu tha bone! Rocka rolla!
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the post can be describe under the umbrella of āprovocative therapyā. Itās making fun or encouraging bad to get person to see the light to make change so their life gets better.