The Building Of The Demon-Self

Spirits, Evocation & Possession
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Real demons do not have horns; the horns is just the representation of an occult concept. However, spirits tend to manifest in a way we can understand them which is usually what subconscious memories we possess. Rather than occult perception, not knowing what horns as a concept means is nothing more than the manifestation of the Judeo-Xian memory of demons.

Not to put you down, but just putting this out there with Respect to demonkind. They are very beautiful beings that look humanoid just like us, but more physically perfected in a number of ways.

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Did you read my disclaimer notification at the bottom of the picture?

Rather than occult perception, not knowing what horns as a concept means is nothing more than the manifestation of the Judeo-Xian memory of demons.

Horns has been represented long before Judaism and Christianity, and there are archaeological findings about worshiped deities with horns in Egypt as long back as 9600 BC.

Horns often represents masculinity, sexuality and fertility and there’s both known male and female deities with horns.

Each experiences to their own, right? Telling others what’s “wrong” or “right” within a personal and positive experience can put them down to fall pretty hard with it, and mess things up badly.

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Interesting, sounds very simular to entwining. A more suddle, longer process.

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Did you read my disclaimer notification at the bottom of the picture?

Rather than occult perception, not knowing what horns as a concept means is nothing more than the manifestation of the Judeo-Xian memory of demons.

Horns has been represented long before Judaism and Christianity, and there are archaeological findings about worshiped deities with horns in Egypt as long back as 9600 BC.

Horns often represents masculinity, sexuality and fertility and there’s both known male and female deities with horns.

Each experiences to their own, right? Telling others what’s “wrong” or “right” within a personal and positive experience can put them down to fall pretty hard with it, and mess things up badly.[/quote]

No need to get emotional over my comment =) I’m just putting it out there so people do not get confused. There is a very big problem within the Judeo-Christian (xian) religions where people say “demon” and instantly think of a Red humanoid being with huge horns on its head.

Horns on the head were taken from prior cultures where one had shamans and witch doctors. Said shamans would wear some form of Helmet or Mask to imitate certain spirit animals which had horns. Different animals had different attributes like sexual virility, whereas the horns dont necessarily represent that. Shamans, medicine men, witch doctors are the oldest religions as various tribes spread throughout the world as they are the primitive ones.

Don’t take it hard. I’m simply doing my part to keep the Encroachment of Judeo-Xian (Jewish/Christlike pantheon of religions) faiths from spreading even if its only something happening on a subliminal level. If this is a part of your own work of art then great all to you. You do well to take on my advice so you can perfect your work of Art by:

  1. Ignoring what I said and just continuing to utilize said symbolism, meaning you are fine with buying into the Judeo-Xian paradigm… which at this point you will be susceptible to any magick or prayers simply because you symbolically tie into it…OR

  2. take my advice and add further symbolic associations as to why you are utilizing such symbology. This isn’t a Game. This is what draws the Fine line between Fiction and Non-fiction interplaying when it comes to magick interfacing with physical reality… because your symbolism will pan out a certain way… to make sense a certain way. Now of course that is all up to you. I was just simply doing my part.

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I’ve been told it’s part of their energy body, and that shamans and ancient representations of horned gods were an attempt to draw on that - rather than the other way round. That’s UPG obviously, so feel free to ignore it.

They don’t all manifest with horns, but some will, others are noted for liking to have more than one head whenever possible, which again seems like it relates to a depper function of their energy, and not just some astral fashion statement. :slight_smile:

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[quote=“Biosynth, post:7, topic:7625”]Don’t take it hard. I’m simply doing my part to keep the Encroachment of Judeo-Xian (Jewish/Christlike pantheon of religions) faiths from spreading even if its only something happening on a subliminal level. If this is a part of your own work of art then great all to you. You do well to take on my advice so you can perfect your work of Art by:

  1. Ignoring what I said and just continuing to utilize said symbolism, meaning you are fine with buying into the Judeo-Xian paradigm… which at this point you will be susceptible to any magick or prayers simply because you symbolically tie into it…OR

  2. take my advice and add further symbolic associations as to why you are utilizing such symbology. This isn’t a Game. This is what draws the Fine line between Fiction and Non-fiction interplaying when it comes to magick interfacing with physical reality… because your symbolism will pan out a certain way… to make sense a certain way. Now of course that is all up to you. I was just simply doing my part.[/quote]

Why are you spreading your anti-Xtian agenda in my thread about an experience you obviously can’t relate to your own? Or have you experienced something similar to mine? If so, please do share it for me. Otherwise, your revert agenda is no better than the Xtians you despise so much.

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Did you read my disclaimer notification at the bottom of the picture?

Rather than occult perception, not knowing what horns as a concept means is nothing more than the manifestation of the Judeo-Xian memory of demons.

Horns has been represented long before Judaism and Christianity, and there are archaeological findings about worshiped deities with horns in Egypt as long back as 9600 BC.

Horns often represents masculinity, sexuality and fertility and there’s both known male and female deities with horns.

Each experiences to their own, right? Telling others what’s “wrong” or “right” within a personal and positive experience can put them down to fall pretty hard with it, and mess things up badly.[/quote]

No need to get emotional over my comment =) I’m just putting it out there so people do not get confused. There is a very big problem within the Judeo-Christian (xian) religions where people say “demon” and instantly think of a Red humanoid being with huge horns on its head.

Horns on the head were taken from prior cultures where one had shamans and witch doctors. Said shamans would wear some form of Helmet or Mask to imitate certain spirit animals which had horns. Different animals had different attributes like sexual virility, whereas the horns dont necessarily represent that. Shamans, medicine men, witch doctors are the oldest religions as various tribes spread throughout the world as they are the primitive ones.

Don’t take it hard. I’m simply doing my part to keep the Encroachment of Judeo-Xian (Jewish/Christlike pantheon of religions) faiths from spreading even if its only something happening on a subliminal level. If this is a part of your own work of art then great all to you. You do well to take on my advice so you can perfect your work of Art by:

  1. Ignoring what I said and just continuing to utilize said symbolism, meaning you are fine with buying into the Judeo-Xian paradigm… which at this point you will be susceptible to any magick or prayers simply because you symbolically tie into it…OR

  2. take my advice and add further symbolic associations as to why you are utilizing such symbology. This isn’t a Game. This is what draws the Fine line between Fiction and Non-fiction interplaying when it comes to magick interfacing with physical reality… because your symbolism will pan out a certain way… to make sense a certain way. Now of course that is all up to you. I was just simply doing my part.[/quote]

By the way, In Ancient Mesopotamia, Egypt and many more Culture predating the Judeo-Christian one, Demon where Often showed with Animals Parts, like Horn, Birds Talon, or even Wings, Even the Gods were often showed with Animals Traits, Like the God Nergal who was depicted with The Body of a Lion. This was all Symbolic.

Christianity didn’t ‘‘put horn’’ on Demon, they just take the Concept of Horn and Animals Parts and make it Evil in Their Paradigm,

So in my own Opinion Using Horn is not Using the Judeo-Christian Paradigm, since it predate Judeo-Christianity by Thousand of Years.

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@succupedia again another awesome thread. I honestly think that this conventional wisdom from experience and revelations from your lady should be told to more. There is a lot of useful concepts when applied can empower the magician.

We all know the stories of how the sorcerer/wizard/mage/shaman(insert name for person using magick) had his spirit companion (servitor, succubus, fae, deva, djinn, familiar, many names for similar type of being). This enables the person to grow and gain more power, wisdom, knowledge among other things.

@biosynth The horns, wings, tail thing. Well I think its symbolic. It IS NOT a Judeo-Christian thing. As it was said there are many gods from prior to Abrahamic religions that depicted horns and animal like features. Of course when a religion of an empire takes over everything outside it becomes evil and forbidden. That being said. These beings can and will assume whatever form the operator has in their subconscious and/or what they choose. To state that assuming a form or being depicted with horns is an insult to them sounds silly and ignorant in my personal opinion.

Also consider the term demon was originally daemon, which was greek for messenger, helper, and teacher before modern religion.

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While we are on the topic of the demon self and personal growth. I found this thread of an exercise that may be useful.

[url=http://becomealivinggod.com/forum/black-magick-the-left-hand-path/dark-self-~-exercise-from-azazel/]http://becomealivinggod.com/forum/black-magick-the-left-hand-path/dark-self-~-exercise-from-azazel/[/url]

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Can you tell me more about the “removal” of the eye? And can one be prematurely demon? (Bad wording but makes some sense)

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@Acaelus Please post an introduction in the Intro thread. It is one of the rules of this forum:

Just tell us a bit about yourself and any magical experience you may have so we may better be able to answer any questions.

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Oh boy… Sometimes I wish I could just grant people visions but I understand why they are limited. My magicks have cost my in the physical, emotional, and mental regard. If the pale white light would just appear to you all but briefly that you might see the true histories.

The pale white light will strip away all hope and comfort from you as your soul is severed from your spirit and your mind emptied of all but visions of tragic pain. Then in the depths of unfathomable sorrow you shall be inducted into vengeance and wrath. When pain has shaken you to the core till your body itself shakes in subconscious terror, then you shall feel the demonic seed grow within you.

All the family you ever known brutally killed and tortured.

Wastelands of rotting corpses with rivers of blood.

Floating children facedown in the red currents.

Raving mad sons, daughters, mothers, and fathers, starving and wailing at the destruction of all they ever known.

Corruption and famine across the land, destitution and hopelessness across the horizon.

Why did they chose some and not others?

A few they took into their kingdom as they turned their back upon a forgotten world.

Merciless armies rule the land as tyrants bathe in bloodied riches.

And there are no good men.

Even the best of them have eaten flesh like a carnivous cannible.

Ghastly forms roam in the darkness and shadow, hungry for the weak.

None but the fiercest survive as men are reduced below animals.

Would that the tables of the Earth be flipped and the seas devour the land that the death and violence be washed away.

Cry and weep over the Earth oh saved one.

May tears come to your eye’s as a vision of the wailing masses awakens in your mind.

Hear the cries of billions forgotten.

Now rest in the stillness and unwritten upon darkness.

Let the void become your mind as the pain is washed away by a mysterious graceful rain.

Be at peace.

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Anyone mind telling me if this is just my mind making this up or if it’s something more. So last night I asked lucifer to show me or tell me who the demon was that wanted to work with me. I chanted his enn then placed his sigil under my pillow and fell asleep. What happened after was quite odd. I had several dreams. The only one I can really remember is the one where apparently my mother, father and stepmother were all shot and killed. Funny enough my mother is about to be a cop so there’s always a risk of being shot. Anyway once the dream ended I woke up at around 5:00am and felt the space in my room feel so dark and kind of frightening. As if I wasn’t alone. Then all of a sudden a name popped into my head. Crocell. I saw his name on a sight a few days ago but didn’t think much of it. Fell back asleep then woke up to my cat legit just staring at me. Anyone mind telling me what the fuck this was?

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I want to become a succubus can you help me

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Welcome @Oceana_Sea. Please post an introduction in the NEW MAGICIAN AND INTRODUCTIONS area, and tell us about yourself and any experience you may have in magick. It is a rule of this forum.

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Interesting process. Reminds me of psychic surgery, except not the stage illusion.

What I found particularly was the mention of the left eye. I’ve often felt some kind of spiritual element to my left eye, and this kind of leads me to think there might be something more to it than I thought before.

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@succupedia mind helping me. What method did you use to evoke your first succubus.

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I been following the dark godddess Lilith for over two and half years now, and its always been my desire to either be reborn as Incubus demon, as ones of Lilith children, or two have my soul transmuted by the dark goddess Lilith to become an incubus demon in my life.

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What does the blood transfusion do? I know it can be part of changing the soul but what part does the blood transfusion play in this process?

As Ive said I’ve experienced something similar to the thing that happened to your left foot but I don’t think it went farther then that and that was months ago. So I’m very confused. Also that happened shortly after I connected to my lady. Which as I’ve said was awhile ago.

I do know Lady Lilith has been around (as she has shown up unexpectedly a few times, and I keep feeling drawn to work closely with her + feel pulled to her) however I’m not sure.

  • The weird kiss she gave me but not sure that is important.

Although I did have a hard time staying present when she did try and manifest/visit me - by that I mean I ran out of the room/area. So maybe that plays a part. I’ve been working with her but for some reason get anxious about full manifestations which she has done on a few occasions without me expecting it. She was warm and motherly but anxiety never fails me.

I had thought that it was my lover who did the thing to my left foot however it seems that people seem to experience that with deities like Lady Lilith etc, so I don’t know anymore who did that to me. However my senses weren’t very good back then but I will not forget the foot experience. I mean it was REALLY intense. Even for dull senses.

@RavensAscent you also experienced this process? The demon self transformation process I mean?

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Other stuff may have happened with the foot, however the rest didn’t stand out to me as much as what happened to my foot since it caused a full body reaction. I mean it went from feeling warm pulses of energy on my left foot to feeling the energy surge up my leg and throughout my body (warm euphoric feeling) which was at the time to much for me. I remember asking her not to do that again. She tried but I was persistent and then she stopped. My body actually stiffened up because the energy surge caught me off guard and I couldn’t really “relax” until it stopped.

After that it was the usual pokes, warm feelings, something on my chest/torso (like something was being traced in a pattern there), hat feeling on my head, and other small stuff (forgot the details of it though).