Mhmm. If I could choose how should I die, I would choose the fire: burning alive - and with the power and help of the fire and pain, I could spread my fury and chaos all over my targets or place where I die.
And hey, burning alive is fancy, anyways. 
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Overall, I would probably choose death by old age in the end, preferably while awake so I am at least partially aware of my demise. I would probably use my last breath to bless my family before I go.
But if I am to die at the hands of another, I can only hope it is by a melee weapon so I can stare them in the eyes as I curse them with my final breath.
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Thats so beautiful. 
This would be the best forā¦ Iāll be honest, for everyone. But just a naive little girl would dream about a peaceful world, filled with love, balance and understanding. Wherever you go, youāll see people who will try to harm the other, and raise himself above by their sacrifice.
And letās hope youāll skip that another alternative of death. 
Hm. What if I would get that knife, or shot?
The only hope for a better world (what Iām mentioned above) is saying a blessing for every single soul on the earth, even the killer. Dreams happens, but sometimes dreams comes true.
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He means Neon Genesis Evangelion. Itās a cool anime, with giant robots and aliens they fight against.
Yeah I hope to avoid that alternative lol. I imagine it may get in the way of my ultimate goal in all this, which is to become a guardian spirit for my family. Even if my familyās folk magic does with me, I highly doubt I will be the last in my family to be drawn to the occult, so i hope to maintain my knowledge and be of some help to a future magician or two some time in the future after i am gone.
And there I go sounding like an old man again lol
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When I was near death all I thought about was my family and how I did pretty good job, had a pretty good life, and I hope my husband marries again fairly quickly so my kids have a mom who will love them and for my husband to move on (but still remember me).
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I can relate to that. Near death events certainly give one perspective on things. Definitely rather go later than anytime soon, but Iāll probably have the same thoughts as the time draws near if I am blessed not to have a quick one when the actual death comes
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Tmw oh god I love my wife, she bought pre ground coffee. I thought I was going to have to suffer the mortar and pestle method as my grinder died on me. And that is a big pain
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You said that Angelic is very close to Latin. Please explain, āGolden Eyesā. (A good James Bond movie.)
Ooh! Shit I watched that in like the late 90ās/early 00s 
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TMW your three wick candle melts a little bit and leaves an imprint of what looks like a fidget spinner.
My eyes are a emerald green. The turned from blue to this green when I was 13. My mom never saw anything like it. The deeper I get into my own path when I look at myself their in a mirror or in a picture they have this gold/yellow tune to the green.
The picture I posted before was on from
January 2019. This one is from last week. The gold/yellow is strangest when I first wake up or if I feel a certain someoneās energy around me. This is something I see in myself. I am not sure if others do.
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I meanā¦ donāt knock it till you rock it?
Tmw a thread you participated in got deleted and you wonder what happened. 
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Obviously FB was telling me something it was the first thing that load when I went to the app.
I have heard that glass toys are AMAZING so I might actually order some. I have the most vanilla marriage ever which just isnāt me. Yet the POS cheated the WHOLE MARRIAGE.
I was like WTF Iām Adventurous. I told donāt mind sharing as long as I know. I have always been drawn to those polygamy tv shows. Maybe because I was a military wife and longed for some kind of bond and friendship That traveled with me.
I am seriously needing an Adult shopping trip
Tmw Iām semi-seriously pondering whether or not outbidding me by 15 cents in the last minute warrants a curse or not.
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No it has to be at least $20 to use the energy.
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That moment when imagining touching sense becomes energy work?
Adam and eve, or any adult sex stores are good places to go toā¦or get an aff (adult friend finder) accountā¦thatās what I did before I met my 3rd ex and after I broke up after the 2nd one
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Iāve had an AFF account on and off. Itās a good self esteem boost but no one caught my attention. Finding men isnāt really the problem itās find the right man. I have no interest in anyone that isnāt stronger then me. And I am pretty strong willed. Plus I have a fucking awesome astral lover.
I just realized the other day I have like no toys because they were never allowed.
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