my work with king balaam was initially aimed at acquiring knowledge in a divinatory method (Tarot).
My intention is to use the tarot to communicate with spirits, so I did the ritual using the Solomonic method as in Mathers’ clavicles. In fact, I added some “chants” from VK JEHANNUM (I love this site!!).
i did the first conjuration (as described in the keys of salomon) but he didn’t come. i repeated the conjuration again, this time with more insistence, and i felt that he did come.
the way he came was a bit “troubled” i heard him saying that he had already arrived before i even finished the conjuration. but i recited it to the end.
During the petitions I made, I felt that he was turning around, and his presence was extremely disturbing. (I think Balaam being portrayed as using a bear as a mount is a good idea).
As I was already there to ask him for divinatory auspices through the cards, I decided at the last minute to ask him if he could start a cooperative relationship with me. I shuffled the cards and he recommended removing the bottom card. The “drawn” card was the arcane 0.
In other words: “this is the beginning of cooperation”.
I thanked him and offered him a shot of whisky (a Talisker 10 year old - the best I had for a king) and also a cinnamon-scented candle that I had made myself.
on the day I wrote this post, below:
I was deeply impacted by the energy of the ritual. I remember doing the banishments after the end, all in accordance with what I “learned” and what I “think” is recommended (I understand that everyone has their own practices and respect).
for those who are busy and can’t read: basically, I was so impressed by the aftermath of the ritual that I thought balaam or one of his legionnaires might have drained my energy. it was a night of “strange” and very peculiar dreams that called for unconventional explanations. The night after the ritual, balaam visited me in the middle of the night and made me “travel through the same dreams”, where I could vividly see the same images, but this time he gave me explanations and possible meanings.
according to a friend, who is more literate than me in “dealing” with spirits, balaam may have led me through the “sea of my subconscious”, where my fears are crystallized and can prevent me from continuing my journey. I found the explanation “reasonable”, especially bearing in mind that King Balaam is a spirit linked to the “black sun”. If we take this to be true, I could say that Balaam repaid me for the effort I made to dedicate the flame of a candle to him, which I carved with my own hands (and it was quite difficult as I burned myself a few times melting the wax).
After the “adventure” of going through my dreams with Balaam, he gave me the best erotic dream I’ve ever had. lol
I had sex with two beautiful young girls and they submitted to any and all fantasies I asked of them. lol
i still have the candle i made for him, and i light it every other day at sunrise. i haven’t made it an obligation or a contract, but i keep doing it until it runs out, or until i find a nice place to leave it.
I also light it when I’m studying the tarot, in the hope that the energy of the ritual will help me to have a better understanding of my studies.
i feel that after this contact between me and him, i am more sensitive to astral perceptions, and i acquire.