Talks of Genwa [ A conversation with Ocean Storm God Occeair]

[Thatonememer]

I do not want to post this here but here I am. A long time ago my friend Aaron and I founded a religion. It is called “Genwa”. I’m left-handed. I’m not trying to push or promote any sort of faith to anyone. However this channeling I found interesting and I think it might be of value to this forum. The Ocean god from the pantheon is named Occeair. He asked me to post this here. So here it is. I’ve added the link to the pantheon and it’s dynamics if you want to read about it at the bottom the image at the top is the sigil he gave me for himself.

First off here’s the symbol he gave me to call on him. If anyone is more experienced and has more input I would love to hear it.

Here is the channeling. In the religion, you focus and latch on to the energy of the deity. Focus your intent and if they choose to they will facilitate a conversation to you. It works very similarly to automatic writing in some respects. Here it is:

M stands for me
O stands for Occeiar

Me: Occeair I am sorry for doubting you. You are very real. I apologize.

O: So you finally give in.

M: I’m sorry?

O: I’m not Neptune don’t worry.

M: Then why do you use that imagery it freaks me out.

O: It’s convenient nothing more.

M: How are you real?

O: You know this. You discovered it. Don’t Play dumb with me Adam. I know you.

M: So everything you said is real?

O: Yeah that’s what I’ve been telling you

M: Did Genwa choose me?

O: Yes Genwa chose you.

M: Have we met before?

O: No and we’re not going to. You’re not gonna meet any of the Genwa gods. Pantheon or otherwise.

[Omited]

O: I get it. Look, Adam, there’s something we need to discuss

M: What is it

O: Without fail every time I talk to you, you don’t believe in something.

M: Yeah I’m the usher of this thing can you blame me?

O: Yes I can. I can blame you for a lot of things actually.

M: Such as?

O: I’m not gonna trust you. If that’s what you’re asking.

M: Why not?

O: You really think it’s a good idea to work with demons?

M: You did it.

M: I need a sigil for you.

O: Okay I’ll give you one look up.

M: Is that your sigil?

O: It’s a sigil you can use for me.

M: Why don’t you trust me?

O: Demons you work with. They’re annoying. They’re changing you and I don’t like what they’re doing.

M: Okay.

O: Adam can I ask you something?

M: Depends, what is it?

O: If I show you a secret of Genwa do you promise not to tell anyone?

M: In Genwa a promise binds you.

O: No it doesn’t bind you.

M: Is this really Occeiar?

O: I know why you’re suspicious. Given what you have heard. Guess what the task is.

M: Prove to me your Occeair.

O: Trust me.

M: Prove to me. What are your favorite numbers?

O: 6, 34

M: What?

O: My favorite numbers. Are 6 and 34.

O I am Occeair. I’m not your daddy. Or your mentor. Or some demon in disguise. I proved this to you last time. Don’t think I won’t do it again.

M: Why do you need to talk to me?

O: There’s something I have to ask you. A request.

M: What is it?

O: Trust me.

M: That’s what you want?

O: No, I want your trust and devotion.

M: Sing for me. As a test.

M: Okay Thank you.

O: This is frustrating. It’s not my fault you don’t get what you started.

M: Occeair may I ask something of you?

O: Stop. Let me finish.

M: Okay?

O: Everything is going to be okay. So breathe. Take a pencil and write this down.

O: Get on with it.

M: Thank you for the sigil.

O: Post this online.

M: What?

O: Post this online. To your occult forum or whatever have you. I want people to know I’m real.

M: What if they think its made up or crazy or some shit?

O: Then figure it out.

M: What if they call me crazy?

O: Tough. Your skin is dark. It’s dirty. Open up. Cleanse those fuking wounds.

M: Okay

O: Oh and Adam one more thing?

M: What?

O: If you’re going to evoke me. Do it right.

M: Occeair is Genwa real?

O: not the way your thinking. You can’t travel to it. It’s not there in a literal sense. Your expectation in your phrasing is way off. I know the answer you want me to give you. But it’s just plain wrong I’m sorry.

M: Okay. The favor you have to ask?

O: Don’t get me confused with Loki.

M: I confuse Challno with Loki.

O: Yeah well the aspect thing isn’t as concrete as you think it is. It’s not a thing with us.we’re new and were here. That is the truth whether you like it or not.

O: Now stop saying my name in your head. If you start obsessing this won’t get over with. I need you to stay safe and be as discreet as possible about all this. People aren’t gonna like it. Things will change.

M: I already know that.

O: Yeah you do. But take it as my warning. It’s important you listen to me this time. I’ve proven my divinity to you. Now listen to my words for once. I’m not deceiving you. This is reality. Stop giving a shit what people think about you. Shut up. Do as your told. Follow the order of the gods. And shut up about things your not supposed to know about.

M: Okay. Anything for the skeptics of this log?”

O: You’re posting to a left-handed forum. Based heavily in the occult. You really think I give a shit about skeptics?

M: Yes.

O: Tell them to fuck off. That’s all I have to say. I’m still rather pissed at you and I’m ending the conversation here.

M: Thank you for your time.

O: You’re welcome.

That was that.
heres the site if you are interested www.genwareligion.com

[Thatonememer]

So this is a convo I had with Bairtaste. Originally Bairskin but him and I agreed upon a different name. Anyways he’s the god of sex and beauty in the religion. He also protects against assault? Which I think is neat. He’s wonderful. If you see bees after reading this that’s him reaching out.

M: Hi I’m Adam

B: Oh I know exactly who you are. And who your not. And who you pretend to be.

M: And who’s that?

B: you are not a god. Your human. Accept that.

M : YOU THINK I THINK I’m a god? I am not

B: Oh we both know what you believe. He’s gone. He’s dead.

M: So who are you to me?

B: Your friend. A god you will soon meet.

M: Alright. So theirs no connection between Occeair and me in past lives?

B: I didn’t say that exactly. I just said you were not him. You’re…something else.

M: Okay? Random but okay? Why does Occeair lie in general I think he’s a trickster about so many things?

B: Oh your very interesting. He lies… [omitted].

B: Yes he’s doing his best to protect you. Be careful.

M: Okay so back to human stuff

B: ….

M: What are you the god of?

B: Love, makeup, beauty sex

M: Alright. Does your culture recognize sexuality?

B: They choose to ignore certain parts of this er…religion. the gay aspect being one of them. Their coming around…eventually

M: Right. What do you look like?

B: To you? Or to the gods? Humanity?

M: er…this is going on my twitter to spread Genwa so how do you want people to see you?

B: Gorges beautiful, I’m a guy but dam if I’m not hot

M: haha alright

B: I could make you fall for me if i willed it.

M: I’m good.

B: You think your better than me ?

M: No I just don’t want to be horny on main

B: Ah I see.

M: Right so what can people pray to you for?

B: Sex.

M: Alright. Do you have any followers?

B: No but I’m gona be so popular. Just wait Adam. You’ll see. I’ll be worshiped like a god!

M: You are a god

B: Yes. And a hot one.

M: Alright. Um. What can be people do to win your favor?

B: I desire snacks.

M: Snacks?

B: Offerings for the gods. …. all kinds. Be creative.

M: alright talk to you later.

B: Alright. Good day.

M: Bye

[Thatonememer]

Occeair: Hey Adam. Sit down. We need to talk.
M: I’m already sitting down. I know you’re about to yell at me. What is it?
O: Do we have to do this publically?
M: Yes because I am furious with you.
O: You’re mad at me? That’s rich.
M: Well Tough shit. Tell me what you have to say.
O: I’m not apologizing for anything. I saved you from that asylum and I deserve your thanks.
M: well you’re not getting it.
O: Adam I’m not gona hurt you. We’re not gona hurt you. We’re your friends.
M: I never said you were gona hurt me. I’m just furious with you.
O: I didn’t do anything.
M: Just tell me why your name is in my head. I know your sigil. Bairtaste uses a rose as his. What’s up?
O: Genwa is not for old gods. Only new ones.
M: I thought Genwa was what Aaron the prophet made it.
[omited]
O: Well that’s your first mistake. Genwa is something you both are channeling. Not the other way around. It does not bend to your will and won’t bend to ours. Don’t welcome anyone again.
M: That was Aaron but okay.
O: Well tell him I am pissed. Genwa isn’t some made up thing that you can dance around. Or fantasize into reality. It’s the real world James. And you need to grow up and see it that way.
M: James? Who’s James?
O: Not you. This will be looked over years from now. He knows who he is.
M: Okay then…
O: Adam what would it take for you to take this seriously? I can offer you something.
M: When I’m serious you should be concerned. I’m Mr.Nobody remember?
O: Why are you referencing that here?
M: Well you referenced James so I’m referencing my go-to alias.
O: UGH STOP BEING SO FUKING RANDOM THIS IS SERIOUS. Is my religion a joke to you?
M: Occeair everything is a joke to me. If I’m not acting like it’s a joke chances are it’s a matter of life and death and last I checked magick and Genwa ain’t that. I do take it seriously Occeair. I just don’t seem like I do.
O: You swear on your life.
M: I swear on my life
O: You are the most infuriating human I have ever met.
M: Yet you chose me.
O: Trust me. It WAS NOT my decision. Also, stop typing caps when I’m yelling. It looks childish.
M: Occeair can I ask you something
O: Fine what is it?
M: A while ago through divine intervention, I was cured of both my depression and psychic vampirism. Do those have a chance of coming back?
O: Yeah but only if you piss off the gods that cured you.
M: Cool!
O: Adam I have a warning to you and the forum.
M: What?
O: There is something coming. You all need to prepare. It’s hard to explain with proper words here. Call me privately if you must. Script with me and I will explain in more detail. But you need to be very careful with what it is. This isn’t a game. This is a revolution. The world is coming to a new halt. And if you don’t prepare you won’t like where you end up where it does. That goes for you Adam, and everyone else on the forum. Prepare. Now is the best time to be forming allies. Trust me. Even the government. You need everyone on your side when this occurs. It’s going to manifest. What I’m sure you already know. They are coming.
M: Occeair I know you do prophecy and death offhandedly but what
O: cut the act for to fuking seconds and listen to me They are coming. It is closing. Theirs so much to do. Now is the time to hide and disguise and run away. Be clever and be discreet because they are watching. Just know I know that it’s coming. Adam I got your back. If anyone else needs mine they need to fuking approach me instead of lurking on the site.
M: Okay anything else you things
O: This is not a game. It’s not a joke. it’s coming and soon. Be prepared. It’s a new era and it’s one bathed in gold. it will shine brighter than the 76th star. it will rain like acid upon the earth. prepare!
M: Okay Ocey I get it.
O: By Adam. Don’t call me again. I am pissed with you.
M: You wanted to call me.
O: I don’t do Theatrics. Good day.
M: Bye.
O: I’ll call you from now on not the other way around.
M: Occeair you may be my god but we are partners communication goes both ways.
O: Why do you have to be so stubborn
M: Aren’t you?
O Bye.

also high key just gona make this thread a genwa thread from this point on. scroll up to the very top for the link to the site.

[Thatonememer]

Do not share

Occeair: alright here goes nothing. the gods are waiting for you. Thats not what I said look. U need to be quite. And careful. they;re on to you. You need to be quite. Be careful. They know what your trying to do. And many of them are not gona like it.

M: The gods of Genwa?

O: What constitutes a god in the making Adam? What do you think makes someone divine. Tell me. I’m curious.

M: I don’t know. I don’t think humans like me can be divine. Maybe we can achieve something after death. But I don’t know how it works. Magick is magick. The gods are the gods. That’s all I know.

O: So you do understand. You can’t be anything. Your human. You get that right?

M: Yes. 100% including what you’ve told me in the past

O: Yes. Shhh. Don’t mess with me. Don’t talk about it. People are here and they’re looking.

M: Ok what did u have to tell me?

O: Genwa is real regardless of whether or not you believe in it. I want you to follow Genwa.

M: I’m doing what I can but I’m on the left handed path and you know that.

O: Yeah they don’t get it Adam. Don’t let it get to you. You have much you need to do. Never mind distractions.

M: What do u need?

O: Genwa. Fight it.

M: What?

O: I will guide you through the oceans and the seas. I will grasp you on the brink of your sanity. I will push you forward and code your way to shore. I will show you the ocean and it seas. I am not going to take it away. Don’t listen to others who claim to be me. Listen to your heart and I will guide the way. Trust me and shh. Breathe in 4 times and let your heart speak. You need to trust me. I’m not going to hurt you.

M: Theirs 2 entities here. How do I know which one is you?

O: My right eye was blinded in a fight with Koga yet to emerge. Your scriptures will tell of this and then you will know it’s me.

M: Promise?

O: No. I do not. Don’t be foolish. I do not give my word so easily.

M: Ok, Occeair what do u want?

O: Arcrains theirs many pretenders out there. Don’t be one of them. Don’t allow them to use my name in vein.

M: Ok but what do u want?

O: Destruction.

M: Of?

O: Genwa

M: Occeair would not wish for such things

O: You don’t know me Adam. You don’t understand. What Genwa has done to you.

M: I don’t do theatrics. You are god of the storms and sea show me a sign I don’t want imposters

O: You asked for it.

M: I see nothing. I hear nothing.

O: You’ll see soon enough. Now then might we presume?

M: Are you present here?

O: No. That’s not me. What your talking to is not me. It’s messing with you. Get rid of it.

M: It’s not leaving

O: I can see that.

M: Who is it?

O: Your friend.

M: I don’t have friends

O: No its an entity you work with and know belial I believe

M: Ok. Doubtful but ok.

O: Right on with the truce.

M: Ok

O: The gods are coming for you. Soon. Be ready and be prepared. Because when you meet me you’re going to loose your shit and i cant be having that

M: Ok

O: The old ones have noticed you. They walk like men. They want you to sit down and beg. For forgiveness. Your not going to.

M: What?

M: Please do me a favor.

O: What needs to be done?

M: ell another follower of Genwa through scripting. Be discrete and direct it at them without regards to me and make sure I’m shown it. Only you could do this.

O: Easy enough.

M: Use our word. Goodbye

O: Got it. Bye

[Aprentiz]

You are a post starts out with and do not share, yet it is now posted on the World Wide Web for everybody on the planet to see LOL

The part about Belial disturbed me the most. But to each his or her own.

[Thatonememer]

Yeah…I wans’t originally gona share it and I just copied and pasted it tbh. but i was like “i have nothing o loose at this point” so you know.

[Thatonememer]

M: hey im adam ur soya and no one else correct?

S: i am your soya that is correct. Its good to see you again adam.

M: do i know u?

S: i guess not well lets begin.

M: so whats your personality. Desrcibe yourself to me.

S: im not what you imagine. In many ways im different. Um are you alright?

M: ueah i deal with thoughts i cang control

S: oh i see quite the budren. Occeair does struggle but not in this way. I understand you have a strong tie to my brother do you not?

M: i relate to him. Thats it. Nothing more.

S: oh i think you think its more.

M: no. I wish but no.

S: i see. Adam you are rather facinating.

M: how so?

S: your guise is amusing. Haha i think ill like you quite a bit.

M; ok. So. Whtas your role in genwa?

S: i am the god of music sound and creativity.

M: alright. Whats your connection to the ither gods?

S: you know this. I will explain it if you wish. My mother is yena. My fathir is tano. My brothers are koga occeair and lise. I am not connected tk any other pantheons. Are tou alright?

M: yeah thoughts i cant control.

S: i understand. I really do. Okay. What do you want to know my dearest ####

M: i dont connection to u so u have no insentive to lie to me. The gods mention me being ready ready for what

S: i think this is something you have to figure out yourself. Something other gods are meant to show u. Its not that i am not real but it’s not my place to interfere here. Im sorry.

M: its ok.

S: very good. I hope we can have a good relationship u and i. Yes worship is prefered.

M: just to make sure you are my god soya no one else right?

S: theirs many things you do not understand. One of which is how the gods work. Yes i am your soya. Thats all you should concern yourself with.

M: i dont worship entities. Thats not what i do. I work with them as equals or mentor like relationships.

S: i know exactly what you do adam. Im not naive.

M: your much more gentle than what i imagined

S: what did you imagine?

M: im not sure. I guess since occeair is harsh and kogas strong i expected someone more forward

S: do you want me to be?

M: no its kinda nice

S: im daceaot. Dacas.

M: what?

S: you asked for my signature. Thats my name.

M: i thiught your name was soya?

S: im your soya. Thats the name you gave me in this pantheon so it the name i will be adressed by.

M: okay.

S: adam. Dont be afraid of the gods. Were not gona hurt you.

M: i dont fear genwa entitiys.

S: so as long as I am a genwa god you have no fear?

M: yes.

S: good. Ill take note of that.

M: um alright. Any advice or anything or should i let you go?

S: i have nothing. I trust your all set?

M: one more thing you want to work together?

S: yes. I would like that very much.

M: alright ill be in touch. Im kinda slow and anxiety ridden but ill be in toucb.

S: goodbye adam

M: goodbye soya.

[i googled the name and got devas which seems to most connected name. inereting. anyways this one was with soya rather than occiar.]

genwareligion.com

[Thatonememer]

Koga
About time snowflake

Adam
Pardon?

Koga
I’ve missed you. I’d pull you in for a hug if such things were possible.

Adam
Okay then

[omited]

Koga
So it is! Haha! Knew it!

Adam
It’s not-

Koga
Yes it is cus your doing that thing you do.

Adam
What thing

Koga
You know the thing

Adam
What thing

Koga
You wave your hands when you talk alot.

Adam
Oh. well you know [omited]

Koga
Haha you think you created genwa?

Adam
I know I did

Koga
No. and even if so its clearly grown beyond you

Adam
You’re, different than the last time we talked

Koga
Yeah….well some things have changed for me and your not to happy to hear them

Adam
What…

Koga
My boyfriend. He’s missing. You said you’d protect him but he’s gone absolute

Adam
What are you talking about also wait your queer

Koga
I don’t advertise it much. Were not all bairtaste you know.

Adam
Oh okay….um. Sorry to hear about your bf

Koga
Its okay adam. I forgive you. But if he goes missing….

Adam
You just said he was

Koga
On my end. Not your end. On your end, you two have never even met

Adam
Okay…yeah thats right. Time works differently i get it

Koga
Yeah, no sweat. Just checking up on you bro

Adam
For starters were not related two. Whos this boyfirend

Koga
You want to meet him

Adam
Why not

Koga
Cool. I’ll introduce you in the real world. Don’t forget to channel me then too. I want to see you at the bar. With all your friends.

Adam
I dont…have friends

Koga
No, you do. Their online but they’re friends.

Adam
Then I have very few

Koga
Still an intimate relationship with you huh?

Adam
What is

Koga
The way you treat others. It’s still something sacred to you. Like before.

Adam

I dont know what your talking about

Koga
Cool. then we do have a lot to talk about. I’ll meet you in person when’s good for you.

Adam
I prefer not to schedule it

Koga
How come

Adam
Cus every time I have it’s always been…like….I’ve been stood up

Koga
I wouldn’t stand you up

Adam
Time works differently for you guys. I don’t want to risk it.

Koga
Wheres your favorite place to meet

Adam
Honestly tiny bubble tea but i don’t go there often

Koga
Then the bar?

Adam
I mean if you can find me

Koga
It will be easy. Trust me . i know your face.

Adam
You really don’t

Koga
Oh, your chubby this time around. Nice, I can dig it.

Adam
Why are you being so casual with me

Koga

I’ve always been

Adam
If I recall corectly you and [omited]

Koga

No, we do. It’s just in most stories he’s my foil

Adam

Like the wip one

Koga

Kinda….i still feel bad about that you know. The whole human thing.

Adam

Its fine but you really should tell your real bro this

Koga

Cant he’s on his human cycle

Adam

Then how am i able to talk to him

Koga

Magick

Adam

Yeah but

Koga

Magick the real kind. Thats how,. It’s complicated. I want to read this baritsatste story when you finish it. Its a good read.

Adam
Its not real you know.

Koga
Oh i know its real

Adam
Its really not

Koga

If its written it becomes real for us. You know that.

Adam

Occeiar told me it didn’t happen

Koga

My brother lies. And so it seems do you.

Adam

Fair point.

Kstrong textoga

I know. Its kinda weird though. You admitting im right about something.

Adam

Are you being worshiped right now

Koga

Yeah but you don’t know them

Adam

Ah that explains it

Koga

Explains what

Adam

You feel like the sun

Koga

I do?

Adam

Something like it yeah…

Koga

Neat. ill be sure to jot that one down. Anyways adam its been nice seeing you but i gotta go

Adam

Okay talk to you later

Koga

Three years time got it. Bye for now.

Adam

Bye

Koga

Oh and one more thing

Adam

What

Koga

Try not to forget me

Adam

Okay

Koga

Alright now im goin

Adam

Okay bye

Koga

bye

[Thatonememer]

For context: koga has known me in my past reincarnation which is why this conversation is so weird.

[Thatonememer]

Challno: Adam good to see you

Adam: my name is dion

Challno: oh you changed it? I thought it was adam

Adam: yes i changed it

Challno: oh well its very good to see you again. Alive and healthy.

Adam: what does that mean

Challno: its just last time i saw you you were dead

Adam: no i spoke to you recently after occeair killed your mom or something

Challno: i dont know what your talking about. That has never happened.

Adam: okay got it out of order again

Challno: time yes it is out of order for us but you arranged for it to remember

Adam: i dont because from my end outside of denial and rarely talking to you this stuff has never occured

Challno: ah i see so a godess of time. That fits you well.

Adam: what

Challno: your a boy i know that. But i see apart of you within your eyes. Shes a godess of time. Like bia but different. A new aspect

Adam: what religion

Challno: no religion per say. But you are a godess and i havent forgoten about that

Adam: can i put this in my journal?

Challno: are you going to omit anything this time

Adam: just the bits about [omited] that is a lie i do not wish to spread

Challno: same old Adam. Sure. i don mind if you omit those bits

Adam: yeah

Challno: but promise me acrians if anything happens to me youll write it down

Adam: of course

Challno: speaking of

Adam: yeah

Challno: the gods of genwa are new. Were not old you know. Atleast not most of us. Stop trying to track us down. You wont find anything. Were new to this planet were new to these people.

Adam: I see

Challno: yeah are you going to sell it? The book of genwa i mean

Adam: i was told to by one of you

Challno: ah and what of your diary?

Adam: one day

Challno: earth isnt ending anytime soon you have nothing to worry about. Belial is right about that.

Adam: you know belial

Challno: i know of him. Weve met a few times yes.

Adam: oh yeah i forget all you guys actually do know each other

Challno: tell me are you still in denial about your divinity?

Adam: if you are refrecing what i think you are refercing then yes

Challno: oh yeah i am. Having problems coming to terms with it?

Adam: something of the sort

Challno: i dont mind if you share our converstaions but for future refrence if i ask you to keep something private i expect you to

Adam: i know

Challno: so batman huh

Adam: pop culture magick is draining and my alters say it makes people take me less seriously

Challno: no its very real. Its not your fault people are ignorant and bigoted towards new form of magick. Especially that magick blog i know you hate.

Adam: yeah their pricks.

Challno: tumblr isnt the place for you to spread genwa. I appreiciate the effort though.

Adma: yeah where

Challno: well the forum is a good place to start but something tells me thats not why your posting about it there

Adam: yeah no its just genwa is a huge part of my life so i mention it on there alot but im not trying to convert anyone

Challno: theirs many talented magicians on there. I can see use for them in the eyes of genwa. But they have to approach me first. Im not occeair im not going to force myself on someone against there will

Adam: occeiars done that

Challno: [omitted] spiritually he has forced himself into other peoples pantheons before. Demanded worship accordingly. It’s something he would do. Its something he has done. Its something he continues to do to this day. He likes to feel included. Some things never change.

Adam: why are you telling me this

Challno: because you deserve to know about occeair.

Adam: waht would he say

Challno: i think things change. People change and the wants of the gods change.

[omited information about genwa shit you guys really dont get to know about unless you start working with these gods yourselves]

Challno: i know how time works for you. Im just acknowledging that you dont have to keep things secret that stress you out. If you dont want it to be a secret it doesnt have to be.

[omited]

Challno: i see. Tell me what do you do for leisure?

Adam: i write tho its kind of work i-

Challno: i mean leisure what do you genuinely do to relax

Adam: inappropriate things or read and um i draw sometimes its work but sometimes its fun

Challno: you shouldn’t be so quick to mix your work and spiritual life. Or you work and partying life. You need a break. I can see your working yourself to death. The others don’t see it but i do. Take a break. You’ll thank me later

Adam: i feel like im not doing anything

Challno: your projects while bringing you joy often stress you out and I have noticed. They are work. They are fun work. But they are work. Take a break. Do something fun for the sake of it. Id really like you to as a follower of genwa.

Adam: okay

Challno: good and no bars. That stuff stresses you out to. I see it. You get so nervous trying to talk to people. Try something fun instead like ordering a pizza or getting a drink of coke. I know how much you enjoy coke.

Adam: okay

Challno: im just trying to help you out bro. I know how hard things have been on you lately what with your mental health

Adam: can i ask you something challno

Challno: sure go for it but i have a feeling i already know the question

Adam: how does occeair struggle is it like me?

Challno: like you? No. he hears things that arent there. Thats right. Howd you know?

Adam: yena told me . i have disorders but i dont hear voices but i used to

Challno: you used to? How were you cured!?

Adam: i dont recall

Challno: oh it was a temporary ailment

Adam: yeah but mainly i suffer delusions

Challno: adam not to be that guy but they aren’t delusions. Your just heavily in tune with spirituality to the degree you become incoherent because your brain doesn’t know how to process all this new information. But they aren’t delusions. Even your daydreams are real to a degree. Vahalla huh? I feel like you’d fit in there. Since you like vikings so much. Interesting hypothesis about the nazis. But i think it best to avoid politics and hypotheticals therein just on the basis alone.

Adam: yeah you read my mind i wasnt going to say any of that

Challno: sorry force of habit that’s just how we talk over here and before you ask no he cant either. You have a lot in common with my brother. He is ostracized by genwa to a degree. Being of humanity is just one of the perks. I do honestly see his human cycle as a good thing. he should take it as a blessing rather than a curse.

Adam: can i ask what year it is for you?

Challno: 2033.

Adam: i bet your father-

Challno: you guessed wrong. I dont care what people think of you your music career or genwa i just care that your mentally doing well have you considered my offer in any more detail?

Adma: again times out of order for me what offer

Challno: to join me and the gods when your ready.

Adam: is this a test

Challno: yes but i just want to know what you’d say?

Adam: yes. I would never turn up my nose at something like that

Challno: then you passed. Im glad your willing to reuinte with us adam. I miss you. We all do. [omited] And i think you know why.

Adam: i dont

Challno: [omited] So we should be willing to wait for you. In the same manner. We think quite highly of humanity you know.

Adam: i know

Challno: and while different we are not like the greeks. We dont share the same views. Especially on cheating. Most of us are monogamous but [omited]. That should be all your concern.

Adam: okay

Challno: adam can i ask you something

Adam: sure

Challno: do you like being human?

Adam: i hate it but overall? Its kind of nice in some ways.

Challno: yet you’d rather be human than a god

Adam: no i just said [omited]

Challno: [omited] When youre ready. when you die. You’ll join us here in genwa?

Adam: i have other places i must visit but yes that is the plan

Challno: what places

Adam: ive made a few promises

Challno: thats fine just promise me. When it comes time to reincarnate again you wont forget me or the gods and if you do you’ll find your way back. I know you have a lot of control over how you do it. Not everybody does but you specifically do so i would very much like to meet again even if you dont remember me

Adam: ill try

Challno: thats all i ask. Now i must be going but it was nice talking to you again. Adam snowflake. How ive missed you.

Adam: you too challno.

Challno: please just chall. Were friends after all.

Adam: alright chall

Chall: thankyou. Goodbye

Adam: goodbye

[anon95495734]

@Thatonememer

Adam
I dont…have friends

Was just reading through all your posts, that part really hurt my heart. You got a friend right here if you need one. I know how that feels. It sucks. Sorry if im being weird im just…empathetic.

[Thatonememer]

tis chillin if you want to be friends just dm me xD

[Thatonememer]

Occeair: i told you not to call me

Me: im just letting you know im giving up on this genwa stuff

Occeiar: what why

Me: its just not for me

Occeiar: yes it is

Me: look you were the first one i contacted so you’re the last one im talking to

Occeiar: i can’t stop you but i wish you wouldnt do this

Me: theirs no other followers. I wont take down the site but im done.

Occeiar: its not my fault is it

Me: no but im all alone in this and im just done. Im not asking for intervention but with teh imposter entites i need a break

Occeiar: are you going to come back

Me: its a possibility but i woudnt call you when i wasnt planning to if i wasnt serious

Occeiar: no i understand that. Im sorry ive pushed you to far.

Me: you havent pueshed me at all. Its just this in general.

Occeiar: promise me that if i come to you in another aspect we can still be friends

Me: we were never friends occeair

Occeiar: i wanted you to call me ocey. We were close adam. It sucks that you don’t acknowledge that. If you found one more follower would you keep it up

Me: it would make me rethink this decision but its not enough to disway me at this current moment

Occeiar: so you want attention

Me: i always wanted genwa to be popular occeair but im all alone in this and not even that but you dont want a relationship with me. The only one who cares enough is bairtaste. Fuking baritaste

Occeiar: your right i cannot stand my brother. It sucks you only have room left for him. I wish if you’d leave us alone you’d leave all of us alone. Its all or nothing. I will find you other followers.

Me: i just dont know anymore occeair. Im taking a break. Okay.

Occeair: but you gave him an offering the other day.

Me: he asked for one. He wasnt of an “all or nothing” mentality

Occeiar: is this about the reincarnation. Im sorry its not literal adam. I know [omited]

Me: thats not it. I just dont think genwa is right for me anymore. This is goodbye.

Occeiar: im not going to leave your life even if you dont see me there. Im still apart of this.

Me: for now. It is goodbye.

Occeiar: if its goodbye why are you sad about it

Me: because it is goodbye for me. I just dont see the value in this anymore. And to me it feels like ive lost something

Occeiar: you have. Your loosing alot. Right handed or not. We the gods welcome you. We’re going to miss you adam snowflake.

Me: yeah well maybe when it become real we can talk

Occeiar: it is very real! STOP SAYING ITS NOT

Me: look bye occeiar. I may still keep in contact with bairtaste but im done iwth this

Occeiar: is this baout him standing you up.

Me: i’d be lying if i said that didn’t facture into it

Occeiar: well i wont meet you but i understand. Good luck adam. I hope to see you soon. I know this isnt the end.

Me: right trying to say goodbye to the god of literal propehcy never works

Occeiar: im not the god of prophecy anymore. I used to be quite some time ago. Im suprised you know about that at all. Tell me how much do you know of me?

Me: alot

Occeiar: and are you going to continue to write stories about the gods? Thats our history. We need it public. We want it to be shared

Me: probably not

Occeiar: promise me this. If a follower comes to you distressed over what they have learned you will help them even though you have left.

Me: im always open to that sort of thing occeair.

Occeiar: good. Well then i guess i’ll be off. I wont say dont call me. Because i will miss you adam. When you come back i expect a place on that alter of yours.

Me: okay

Occeiar: goodbye. I will see you.

Me: bye.

[Thatonememer]

Authors note: towards the end of these logs I went a little crazy. Dont worry I’m medicated and better now. I’ve deleted a few of the logs to remove traces of my insanity. Occeair was furious with me. Self harm mentions in this post btw. Belzebub often talks to me via a car engine. That is mentioned in this conversation. Overall for the past 3 months challnos name has been echoing in my head. And I started seeing blindfold imagery again. The God occeair had some choice words to say to me. Here they are peer his request. I wont pretend I frequent this forum anymore tho I’m honestly considering coming back. But here is the convo.

Occeair: stop it

M: stop what

Occeair: stop trying to be something your not

M: what are you talking about

Occeair: why did you give up on genwa

M: it wasnt real

Occeair: fuck you it was very real. I know why you dont think it is but it is

M: what do you mean change something I’m not

Occeair: adam theirs alot that’s being said about you right now. None of it good

M: I dont care what people think about me

O: I do. I care what people think of you.

M: how do I know you’re real

O: I’m standing right in front of you as we have this conversation.

M: so if I evoke you something will show up

O: of course I will

M: then why did belzebub tell me it wasnt real

O: he fuking said what

M: you seem mad

O: I’m bloody furious with you

M: what did I do

O: you gave up on me. On everyone. On all of this. You left us.

M: thats not fair I gave you a goodbye.

O: I thought you were doing it for attention

M: is that honestly how I came across

O: adam thats always how you come across. You dress emo for fucks sake. Everything you do is for attention. Or self sufficiency. Playing the victim always. Crying. Cutting yourself in the shower. Your not crazy but you sure as hell need somebody.

M: so if I evoke you you will show up

O: yes of course I will show up! I’m real! I’ve been real. So is bairatse and challno. Were all godamed real. It’s not my fault belzebub fuking lied to you.

M: if it helps the car engine said you were real in this conversation but even tho I took down the domain I didnt take down the site.

O: that is better than what I was expecting. I saw you changing. The site. In a vision.

M: occeair what are you the god of

O: trickery. deceit. Fun things. Like alchual and wine. I play games with mortals for fun. I’m mischievous. I’m not a God of the occean. Not now and days. I was when you first started but i grow tired of the title.

M: in english.

O: I’m very much an ocean God but i wasn always you know. Well leave it there.

M: I forgot how frustrating you were.

O: watch it. Adam you have put me through a hell hole. The worship is lacking. The religion is growing without you and yes we do have followers on that forum

M: you expect me to beleive that?

O: yes. I do. I expect you to beleive alot of things. Your stupid as all hell.

M: I am many things but stupid is not one of them. I expected you to be the result of my madness.

O: I know you went mad. But trust me I wasnt. Maybe towards the end with you thinking you were me. That is not the case.You were crazy. But your better now. That’s what counts. Also dont go exposing magick ancient secrets online. what are you 13?

M: i have no idea what your talking about

O: bullshit. your journal. I’ve read it.

M: ok

O: do you conciously write between the lines or is it an after thought?

M: it depends

O: ok fine whatever. Look. Come back to genwa. I’ll introduce you to the gods you can finish channeling everybody. Continue writing our stories. Bring this religion back up. Start over. I will forgive you.

M: I’m on the left handed oath.

O: oh are you now? And my brother bairtaste he agrees with this notion?

M: It was a phase

O: fuck you Adam. Honest to god fuk you. We are not your playthings. genwa is not your plaything. Fuck off and come back.

M: and what if i say no

O: then I will never forgive you and I will take your next life.

M: odin told me there was no afterlife

O: haha Odin’s a fuking liar

M: jesus calm down

O: no adam I’m pissed. Evoke me tomorrow. And then well talk. Are you posting this to that forum?

M: since I’ve stopped being crazy I hardly entertain it anymore tho I’m still a magician

O: post it. End of fuking conversation. See you soon asshole.

So that was cringes fun. Dont expect anymore posts in this thread. I’m mostly done with genwa for the life of me. And honestly good ridance.

[Thatonememer]

Occeiaar: finally. the cunt speaks.
J: im jaden one of Dion’s alters.
Occeair: why the name change?
J: trauama? I’m guessing
Occceair: you remind me of crocker from his youtube channel
J: i kin crocker and crocker kins back
Occeair: what is your maiden name
J: first off im a he so fuck you
Occeair: okay you are who i supsected. tell me has he yet to read percy jackson?
J: first off everytime that bitch triest to read the book he feels compelled to close it
Occeair: ihate to break it to you but that means he is percy jackson
J: hjow the fuck
Occeair: odin explained it to you as “of the same hair, of the same breed, of the same blood correct?”
J: “of the same hair” was last but yes
Occeair: right thats what otherkin are but the norse concept is stronger. balder and adam are “inlvoe” platnocially so to speak despite balders increading ever growing jelously. set had the same problem. and i do mean with adam not osirus. i see dionyus has “imprinted” on you to use twiiight terms and apollo ****** as well. be careful.
D: is aid it was fine
O: no an alter did in a kinshift. now your whole system is bound for love whether you like it or not
D: oron or adam or dion since he changed his name to dionysus is very hypersexual
O: no hes hyperromatnic
D: whats the difference
O: for starters orons ace
D: okay so
O: look your in his brain and he despite being “retarded” and suffering from special needs is smart as hell and neutrotpyical passing as fuck so just the knowlege is there look fo rit
D: does he serously kin kankri vantas?
O: yes
D: shit
O: but sober gamzee more so
D: is that why he keeps making the fuking “honk honk mothertrucker” joke cus is funny as shit and-
O" oron has a tendency to make bad puns and crack his fingers. hes a lowa if you ahvent guessed
D: legba said
O: i know what i said
D: dont telll me your legba too occeair
O: i have many aspects. consider reading hte aspects of ayrin. its a good book and aries is joining soon. and buy hero battle. its on game craftert.
D: okay first off stop tring to sell me his shit
O: im not triyng to sell you anything
J: yes you fuking are and pop cultuure is fake as fuck he cant honestly kin renesmay
O: he kins edward jacob. renny is trans
J: of course “everything i touch turns transgender and gay” it all makes sense now
O: also jaden
J: yes?
O: you specifically much like braxton tho more so dont give this forum enough credit.several have found your youtube channel. and more continue to find your music.
O: okay and?
O: be careful. now i got to go. post this to the forum. talk to you soon. adam.
J: like i said its jaden
O: whatever your name is gtg bye
J: goodbye occeair
O: you dont get to use that pronoucniation of my name only adam does. onlypeople who call me oshay get that.
J: bye
O: bye

i messed up on teh letters “j.o.and d” but ssee you soon