Hy everyone. This thread is for everybody here to share our successes in magick with each other, my intention with this is that we learn from other’s experiences and also motivate each other especially the begginers!
I’m a begginer when it comes to background although I’m very firm on my path, and this time I’m changing my life forever no matter what.
I’ve been drawn to the occult for some 5 or 6 years now, but as I live with my Christian family it pretty much just paralyzed me. I’m 22 years old now, and got to the point that I believe only through magick I can live the life I want and deserve, so even though this pressure still exists I’m doing what I can to not give a shit and work in secrecy.
I’ve succesfully cast 2 spells, a curse (http://becomealivinggod.com/forum/curses-and-hexes/thought-based-baneful-magick/)
And a love spell. I’m still expericencing mind blowing effects with this one. I’m receiving love from others but also, self love, which is one of the most important forms of love. My life changed completely, I really mean it. Opportunities to improve health, aesthetics, self acceptance are pouring in…
My social life has always been very limited,since I’ve always been shy and introverted. I managed to attract people in my life who are helping me to just embrace myself and my personality, my flaws and just be more social, I’m going out a lot more, making new friends, interacting with people, approaching girls and pretty much just having a great time!
I contacted Martal through sigil magick, I didn’t use incantations but came up with the most heartfelt “prayer” I could so I can finally initiate in black magick and get over my fear of getting caught and upsetting my loved ones, and from then on I managed to gather all the tools I need and already cast my first candle magick spell! I’m just so grateful for EA, people here in the forum who helped a lot, and also to Martal, Grand Demon of the first kingdom of flames for making it all work.