I was wondering if anyone else here has experienced this, and if so, how to deal with it.
Over the past 5 years or so Ive had about a dozen different experiences where Ill feel the energy in my body suddenly start increasing in vibration, heart chakra will start pulsating very strongly, and essentially I start going through the entire projection process on autopilot. If I fight it, Ill just feel worse and worse until I throw up, and then I start coming down again.
Why would I fight it? In several cases Ive had it happen around friends who arent aware of such things, in crowds, and twice while Ive been driving. (scary as hell)
When I do just allow it to take over, Ill immediately find myself in a space where Im surrounded completely by either white light, or darkness everywhere. Im not sure what these areas are, but I am able to leave them and explore like in a regular projection, but eventually when I wake up, Im unable to remember where I went or what I did.
What the hell is going on here? Im almost wondering if perhaps I have a “short circuit” somewhere thats causing this…shouldnt I be able to control it?