Hello brothers and sisters.
I seek your knowledge and experience.
The name Joghandyr has been repeating in my head for a few days now as i was reminded of some experiences i had long ago. I did some research on the name and so far i have only found dýr whish means deer or wild beast in old norse…Jogan whish is translated from arabic to Anchorite (literally the goal for my future)
Without saying too much, the first spirit i ever saw clearly, looked like the beeing in the picture i have posted. But with brown fur and yellow feline eyes…Much like Cernunnos. Years later my dying friend saw me as this entity aswell, while i was healing him. As he was floating above his body. (He described me specifically as an antler horned elf with alabaster lightgreen skin covered in azure silver flames sprouting wings of corporeal energy. Behind me stood a similar beeing, but larger, he said that he was so bright that it was hard to destingwish any specific details or characteristics)
I consumed a black orb that i pulled from his chest, everyone present in the room started crying, sweating and shaking uncontrolably for a while after the orb was consumed. I could feel it becoming part of myself and was burned within me. My friend survived, and his mental and physical health has greatly improved since then.
We live in Sweden, very close to a few viking/old norse villages and ritual sites/big rune stones but i personally have no Swedish ancestry or norse biological heritage. (Somehow i feel that its relevant, spirits of the land etc)
My gut says that im getting close to discovering a race of beings that i am connected to…i believe that they are connected to norse and celtic mythology, Vanaheim and Alfheim. And it will go full circle with my supernatural experiences.
I want to move on from thinking about this, as i feel obsessing over what i am is a waste of time, yet i cant let it go.
Please share your thoughts, if yall have ever seen or heard of any spirits like it, please tell, if your intuition speaks to you while reading this, please tell what comes to mind. Sorry for my shitty spelling haha