I had a thing… Magick and booze - #4 by Lady_Eva
Addiction pits you against yourself in all ways, which is why people who think they’re too clever or strong-willed to get hooked can get most fucked, and those who can uncritically accept AA and just be told what to do sometimes get free with more ease than the thinking person.
Crass, but I’ve seen this a lot.
Buer, sigil and enn, those will work fine. 