Self explanatory, I need a spirit that will show me how and motivate me to fight well, and when the day comes that i know im ready to take on my larger enemy I will decimate him for all he has done/said to me and others.
I feel fear from my childhood and life programming towards fighting and functioning socially in general which also needs to be destroyed. My peers can sense my fear towards him which makes me feel pathetic.
My higher self told me that if I can succeed with this plan I will become a hero, gain popularity among friends and women, and nowone to fuck with me any more.
I have been doing simple rituals with the inverted pentagram to curse him and he has actually become quite sick. He said himself he felt like his head was ready to bust open haha