This happens a lot to me.
My blood has been boiling for 5 days now
I feel myself like “the evil” today lol
I believe it’s something normal and it’s some energy prints left by the demons.
It’s nothing to worry about but I personally try to avoid doing other works for a while so as not to mix energies.
A different aspect came to accept the work. It happens and they choose which aspect to display if a specific one isn’t asked for. In this case, the work called for a more specific one.
A different aspect of Hecate comes with my Helios Unbound work with her this month. She feels different, though I know it’s her.
I really love working with King Bael, man he’s got style.
In his words “there will be judgement and retribution”.
Next up
The puppet master, the one who pulls ALL the strings… Lucifer…
UPG alert
A reflection and musing
This is upg, it’s my journal and that’s where upg belongs… take it with a grain of salt, I do too.
Let me share something I’ve found from my interactions with him limited as they may be. He has a very highly developed sense of right and wrong much more than I do. His morality is something I don’t have the capacity to understand. What I do understand is he is exacting and very very consistent. He means what he says and lives up to his words. He has demonstrated a great deal of compassion for the downtrodden in my experience. There are certain things wrong with the state of the ALL and he fixes the things he thinks are wrong.
We have an unusual relationship. When we met it was like I finally came back home from a very long journey. I’ve never felt such acceptance and belonging as when I’m beside him. He scares me with how strong he is, and the things he knows about you are very very personal and intimate. It’s like he’s reading a book that is you and your life. He knows things you don’t share with other people.
One thing I really like about Lucifer is he makes you feel accepted and wanted just the way you are. He makes you feel your own humanity and divinity are special and should be fully expressed and your life should be a celebration of these. He sees what you are and what you could become. For me he inspires me to do better, to be my best.
Oh I spoke with the accountant today he says everything is moving along hes sorry for the delays. My documents have passed audit and are heading to finance should be 2-3 days.
I actually believe him now and I’m not so pissed. Fuck it’s just life sometimes there are delays. What can you do.
This is called Wu-Lu “the gourd of life”. This brings good health and long life, recovery from illness and absorbs illness causing spirits and dispels them.
The Japanese water freeze crystallization experiment
Masaru emoto of Japan took different samples of water and charged the water with different emotions and thoughts and then subjected the samples to a deep freeze. These were his findings
We’ve seen him a couple times in the past 2 weeks. This could be a reach out.
Trouble is I’m too busy to answer that right now. The timing for me isn’t great.
I’ll be in touch though in the future.
Soon I’ll prepare the altar of Lucifer for tomorrow mornings last punishing baneful work.
Ho ho ho Santa Claus is coming to town…
After this I’m taking a much needed break.
Tomorrow morning I’m heading to the capitol to discuss business with the taiwanese suppliers of of semi precious stones. I’ll probably also visit some friends while I’m there. Thank God I really need a trip to the city.
It does have thorns…I picked it fresh before the ceremony I know Lucifer likes flowers.
Lucifer was real gentle this time. He felt Angelic. To be honest I’m not in great form to command the forces of the universe this morning. I’m tired and my concentration is all over the place.
Thankfully Lucifer picked up the slack and we made this thing work. He actually expressed gratitude for the flower. He’s never done that before with me.
Hmmm I don’t know what to think. I’m surprised he would answer this call in angel form. This was intended to be heavy duty baneful work. Lucifer did say “you have honored me, they will be punished”
Well it’s up to him now. My gut says it’s all good.
You know something I’m learning about with regard to gifts and incenses with the spirits is just because Bob said a spirit likes X doesn’t mean it’s necessarily so for me.
Like just yesterday out the blue I surprised Orobas with frankincense and he was absolutely delighted for a break from the cedar I always give him. I asked why didn’t you tell me that you wanted frankincense I’d have given it to you. He said “you didn’t ask me what I like”
Well I’m sorry for not asking you.
Time for a policy change
I’m going to start asking what they like instead of assuming Bob, the golden dawn, or Crowley or Duquette or any one else says is the “correct” gift.
I went back to bed after the Lucifer ritual and I woke up feeling fresh for the first time in three days. Like I had a spiritual shower and shave.
I’m glad that business is finished though. It’s something I need practice with but it’s not something I want to do everyday.
I’m feeling pretty good today I’ll do some middle pillar work and take foster mom to the Dr.
I’d like to share with my readers Abit of traditional Filipino magick.
Foster mom’s having problems with her teeth. This ritual is called a bah oh. It’s intended to draw out evil spirits in the afflicted area and kill astral larvae that cause sickness and disease.
Do not try this at home, this work is done by trained practicioners who learn this generationally.
This tool is made of coconut husk with a wood pipe. It funnels the smoke from the burnt medicine directly into the patients ear canal
This is the medicine before it’s burnt, I think it’s called talimpaw or something like that I’m probably wrong on the name of the plant involved here. But the idea is the smoke from this is what draws out the evil worm spirits.
This is placed in a tin pan with water and roasted over the coals while the coconut husk gathers the smoke and funnels it to the ear.
I can personally attest that this works with stunning efficacy. I was tormented by tooth pain a few years ago and this was the closest remedy. As a westerner I’m highly suspicious and skeptical of Eastern practices but when it does feel like you’re going to go crazy from a toothache you’ll try any damn thing just for relief. It felt like a thousand devil’s were poking my teeth with firey pokers. This treatment/excorcism brought me Immediate relief until I could see the dentist.
If it works it works right.
Again don’t try this at home this technique has been refined by centuries of indigenous practice here in the archipelago.
Just thought it’d be cool to share some of this cultures magickal practices.
This is what it looks like in action, this woman is posing in the position of receiving the smoke treatment.
It’s in the hibiscus flower group I’m no expert on annuals or tropical but knowing that type of flower usually occurs in hibiscus I’d guess you got yourself a hibiscus bloom. A very nice one. Add: I could be wrong on hibiscus but I’m not wrong that it’s pretty.
Today marks the 6 year anniversary of my late wife’s passing. It’s been a very long hard road out of that. I lost a very big part of myself and had to learn to adapt to a world that wasn’t mine by birth and I could only understand half of, all on my own.
For the first five years even the faintest memories were enough to bring tears to my eyes and make a lump in my throat swell up.
Now I can look back with fondness for all the good times. Now I can live in the here and now without feeling like I’m still bleeding.
Gratitude to the people and spirits who helped me heal and move on. Life is for the living… and I have to live what’s left of mine.
I’ve given a moment of silence to honor her memory and I’ve lit a candle for her spirit and said a prayer.
Now I take a deep breath and let go.
Moving forward…
Moving on…
“And the shadows of the day will embrace the world in grey and the sun will set for you…” Linkin Park
I was hovering between sleep and wakefulness last night when I was visited by Orobas, Lucifer and Sitri and Asmoday.
Each had a different message for me.
Orobas’s message was mostly about stepping my game up and doing my best.
With Lucifer it was a discussion about juice and clout. Specifically how much of both I have with the Goetic pantheon. He made real clear he blesses me and work and empowers me to work with the Goetic spirits but he reminded me that as he gives he can take away as well. He expects my continued cooperation. Which I said of course to.
Sitri and I talked about our history and he explained why he acted so horribly to me. Water under the bridge buddy.
Asmoday. He explained that I need to limit my charge to a spirit to two or three coherent sentences that are very specific about what’s desired. He also said send the spirit mental pictures as well.
Duly noted.
Very strange never had 4 visit like that
Orobas also warned me in the near future I may be tested by hostile practicioners.
I see, I said. “Orobas will you stand with me then,?”. He said “until the very end”
Hmmm I’ll meditate to that he said this could be soon. It’s a beef over jealousy and hatred is my guess. I have no idea if it’s forum related and I don’t give a fuck really.
I really don’t like the idea of any of that but I’m not afraid either. If it’s the people I think it could be I’m really not impressed or afraid.
Maybe they think the spirits will get me… Nope not happening.
Sadly this has been brewing about a year now.
Don’t worry everyone, Mike bee’s got moves, and so many ways. I’ll last through whatever.