Today I decided to take a walk around a particular area with lots of trees, flowers, and stuff. I’ve never taken a walk there before, so I thought it’d be a nice change of pace.
I was drawn to a specific spot, which was quite beautiful, despite the bird corpse and some other stuff lying about on the ground.
I chilled there for a few minutes, and then something happened.
I felt serenity unlike anything I’ve ever felt before. No meditation I performed can top this feeling.
But, more important than that, at the same time I felt as though I knew everything, and could do anything.
I truly, and utterly felt like…a god? I don’t know how to put it to words, but I remember having thought processes such as:
“I don’t need any entity in my life,” “Everything’s so clear,” and “As I look at nature, I realize there are no gods, demons, or anything above me,”
It didn’t last long, but it was such a weird experience, I don’t know what to make out of it. To make it even stranger, I tried to perform an evocation when the shit stopped, no spirit answered the call. I think everything’s fine now, though.
WTF was that, BALG forum?