I feel like there may be someone or something watching over me (possibly Azazel), in a positive way. When I was a little kid I nearly drowned twice, first time I completely lost consciousness, yet both times I was saved.
Then there was the one time when I was 15 and walking home from my boyfriend’s house, seemed like a normal walk home but when I got home and turned on the news after resting for a good half hour or so, it turns out that someone had been shot in the head with a shotgun in the alleyway I had walked through to go home just 15 minutes after I had walked through.
These events didn’t seem like so much of a big deal to me at first, but then something kind of weird happened: when I was in high school (grade 10) a friend of mine was getting harassed by a couple of girls, they tried giving her a coupon for “one free punch” so I expressed how stupid of an idea that was, so then they turned their attention on me for a couple of months until it escalated and a few of them even assaulted me. I don’t know why I never fought back but I didn’t need to, I came home with bruises and my mom called the police and filed some reports and they ended up getting expelled. But it doesn’t end there. The one girl who assaulted me first ended up catching some STIs, got pregnant multiple times, and then gained at least 150 pounds. The other girl who assaulted me in the bathroom ended up losing her mom, pets and everything she owned in a house fire.
I’ve also been blessed with a lot of kindness though, people tend to just give me things without me even asking, and when I do ask they’re almost always happy to oblige.
Now to the part where I think Azazel might the one at work: I didn’t know who Azazel was until I played the game The Binding Of Issac: Rebirth; it’s a game with heavy religious themes, but nonetheless a very fun game! So anyways, Azazel is a character you can unlock in the game by making three deals with the Devil (not that hard of a character to unlock, fortunately) and instead of shooting tear bullets like the other characters he does a short range blood laser that does a lot of damage as well as having the ability to fly, making him the best character in the game in my opinion.
Fast forward to just about 3 months ago and I became friends with a guy who’s a theistic satanist, he ended up kickstarting me on the path I’m on now, he showed me joy of satan’s power meditations and I tried those out at an irregular pace for a couple of weeks but gained results pretty fast: soon I started to hear a new voice in my internal monologue, like a suave anime villian guy, he’d chuckle at me every now and then or say short little two word sentences in response to my thoughts, so my friend said he would look into it and said it was Azazel. So I’ve done some actual research on Him in light of this and to be honest I have a hard time doubting it, I feel like I have a hell of a lot in common with Him, I even tried doing sigil magick with His sigil twice and have gained positive results, even carrying His sigil on me when I travel has helped me, so my question here is am I right to assume it’s Azazel and how would I be able to find out for sure?
Sorry if I posted this in the wrong category by the way, I wasn’t too sure exactly where to post this $: