It sounds like you may just have a bit of a crush on her but I’ll talk about soulmates a little and some common misconceptions about them. One thing in particular that surprised me, is that we actually don’t have just one soulmate for our entire lives. In fact, someone can have multiple soulmates over the course of their life.
Your current soulmate is whoever is best for you, for where you are in your life, and personal development, right now. To be honest, I don’t really know if someone as young as you would have a soulmate, but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try and find out
Here’s a little meditation you can do, to help you both find out if you’re right for each other:
Find a quiet place to sit down and relax where you won’t be disturbed. Repeat NAH-KAH EE-AH-OH-EH three times, either out loud or in your mind. I like to lightly sing EE-AH-OH-EH, if you can find somewhere private. Feel the calm, loving energy that washes over you, and know that you are connected to the universe.
Then, say the following (if you say it in your mind, imagine it is being called to the ends of the universe):
“Archangel Haniel, I ask that you give me the chance to be great friends with N.”
Then, thank Haniel for granting you the gift of friendship, by feeling very grateful. Remember, all great romances are built on a foundation of friendship. If there is the potential for romance, then it will blossom naturally between you two. If not, then at least you made a great friend
Also, if you are having trouble with bullies, you can use this same meditation, but instead say the following:
“Archangel Michael, I ask that you protect me from the bully N.”
You can also ask Michael to protect a friend, for example. He will not cause any harm to the bully, but will simply encourage them to leave you in peace.
Normally I’d feel a little weird about giving magick to children, but archangel magick is really safe, especially friendship magick