I’m at like this mountain retreat, there’s snow everywhere. It’s like a high roller’s retreat for wealthy people and I’m with my family in some chateau But for some reason I choose to sleep in my tent.
So I’m in my tent which is just located a little ways out in the bushes out of the village. There’s these red birds in my tent, they have nests Then these cats come in, 3 kittens led by this tomcat. The lead cat starts talking to me.
I’m like what the hell? A talking cat? I must be dreaming? Is this a dream? But I’m in my tent? I ask him where he learned to talk And he said the Salmon taught him I’m like the Salmon? What? Then I asked why he has a bunch of kittens following him because he’s male and he said their mother died tragically and he took them on and is teaching them how to be cats. Then they start trying to attack and kill the red birds in my tent And I’m getting upset about this; the cat says you have to let us eat, this is the way life works, sorry that it upsets you and I’m like okay and I release this bird to the cat and he kills and starts eating it. I was thinking of just letting the bird fly free out the tent but I let the talking cat have it
Then for some reason I wandered out of my tent I find myself outside like the management cabin there’s this Asian lady who is telling me she found my camp and doesn’t like that I’m not in a château but she didn’t properly describe my tent so I was like “Lady I dunno what you’re talking about I’m not some bum living next to the wall in some wooden hut” but I noticed I’m wearing a robe, with socks, and sandals. She is acting in a very seductive manner… Like leaning in close, eyeing my genitals, just acting like she wants to fuck me, winking at me, giving me a seductive like grin… So I lean in to kiss her and she says you have to come inside…
She goes inside the building, I follow, closing the door behind me. She’s getting into this bed, I see FIVE other guys in the bed I’m like whoa… Then I peek my head over a railing and see like three other guys laying down in another section of the bed And I’m like “HOLY SHIT!” This lady has a SERIOUS sex problem and this scares the hell out of me so I start running… I see a bunch of things I don’t wanna see like drugged up ladies being used by high rollers who can afford to have all their activities kept quiet and I’m like where the hell did we come for vacation
I’m trying to find the exit and I bump in to this drugged up girl and I’m like “Sorry I’m trying to find the way out of here.” I finally find the way out and I start running for my life, running through snow in my sandals
I keep finding myself back at these crossroads. Eventually I wake up and I’m like what the fuck
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I’m flying above a strange land, and I see a place and decide to land.
There are a bunch of people and I decide to render myself invisible and walk among them and see what they are doing.
So I’m invisible and walking amongst them checking out what they are doing
I realize they are at war with some other tribe or something, and they are going to get slaughtered because they have no weapons
And I reveal myself, I’m like I have come, a powerful sorcerer, to aid you in defeating your enemies. Perform this spell with me and you shall have weapons.
They start to perform the incantations and actions I instructed them, and weapons start appearing in their hands. Symbols start appearing in the sky as a result of the nexus of power I had just created.
After they received their weapons, I woke up.
The cat was probably a representation of Lord Baal. When he said “the Salmon taught me” this made no sense to me at first, but then I thought back to something a Wiccan told me years ago. She told me one of my animal totems is the fish, or more specifically, the water AROUND the fish. The water that supports the fish. So him telling me that the Salmon taught him, is like he was telling me that I have awakened the aspect of Baal within myself… And when he starts to kill the birds to eat them and tells me that I have to allow him to have the birds so he can eat. He was telling me that I need to be able to become one with the darkness, to be capable of evil, as if I wish to rise to power, I must embrace ALL aspects of myself, including the dark side.