All my life I was at a loss to see the purpose of life or my life in general , that was until I found this site an was introduced to magic , thank you EA.
Since then I have an insatiable thirst for deep occult knowledge, more than sex, drugs , power or money, I want knowledge and ultimate truth no matter how unsettling it could be. This world and its shiny trinkets/pleasures of the flesh have nothing to offer me, what I desire/seek most is not tangible or of this world
In my search there has been no other motto or quote which resonates or has pulled at my intellectual curiosity than “Solve et coagula” next to “order out of chaos”, I first heard it through Elvis Levi and his illustration of the goat headed Baphomet.
Here is wiki’s explanation,
Solve et coagula is a maxim or motto of Alchemy which means “dissolve and coagulate”. It means that something must be broken down before it can be built up. One interpretation of this is to dissolve the body and build up the spirit.
I believe this is Kundalini, (excerpt from web page)
“Kundalini literally means “burn”. It is a warm energy which can heat up your body, burn out colds, and melt away blocks in your energy system. While blocks in your energy system tend to freeze the flow of your energies, this warm energy can thaw energetically frozen areas that have become numb or rigid. Sometimes there can be pain as feeling begins to return to parts of yourself that have previously been numbed.”
Ha ha , another occult secret I discovered myself, now my brothers and sisters, I am living proof we don’t need the elites and their degrading treatment’s of neophytes, analogous like starving dogs begging at the banquet of knowledge hiding under the altar/table of the greedy fat fucking elitist mystery schools who have hoarded our wisdom and throw us scraps at their leisure, this is our aeon .
BTW, to the cowardly elitist, man in black who keeps invading my dreams every time I try take down the lotto number’s and knocked me off course travelling, flying across the great ocean of time when I’m lucid dreaming, you came so close to getting a knife in your back standing in front of the blackboard last time , third time you wont be so lucky, I felt and heard the fear in your voice, I will end you if you get in my way again. The two blonde women you use as a distraction for your getaway wont work again!
(I got three numbers right before he invaded my last lotto dream)
Back to the post though, in wiki’s explanation of Solve et cogula , it mentions a book “Grimoire of the Apprentice Wizard” have any of you read it?“”