Anyone who has read my posts knows there is a person i’ve been missing and wanting to regain a friendship with. I haven’t spoken to him in nearly a year. Not one sound, peep. Nothing.
We have a mutual niece (my BFF/his sisters daughter). She posts memes and such and i’ve noticed he will not ever comment on anything I have already. Goes out of his way to avoid it actually. Until today…
She posted something in relation to country music and how she was made fun of for listening to it. Said now “Everybody is listening to it now” so I comment “Not everyone”
Well… directly under my comment he writes “Everyone with three thumbs up” WTF… I can’t let this get to my head. But I smiled a bit
No not like that. I said basically “not everyone” is listening to country.
Where his comment was a poke kind of and basically “yeah everyone is” and he does listen to country as well.
To my nieces comment, his comment makes no sense. With his directly under mine, it does. (Ive known him over 35 years. He knows me pretty well in that regard lol). It was just kind of weird considering how things have gone since March.
On one note im like “dont read anything into it” on another it’s like he’s suddenly testing waters. I didn’t acknowledge it in anyway and just continued talking to our niece who replied to my comment.
TBH… Love? I’m not sure I even like him anymore let alone anything else lol
He has a couple of things on him right now courtesy of yours truly. I just want an apology from him regarding his shitty treatment of me last year. I was honest and open with him and he just shut me off and kicked me away (after him going out of his way to speak to me and seek me out to begin with. Would love to say that was the first or even second time he’s pulled that crap with me (seeking me out and making a point of talking to me) But sadly it isn’t. Pushes me away, ghosts me. He hurt me a lot and he knows it.
I want nothing more than an apology right now. That’s it. And right now it feels kinda close… Trying not to get any hopes up.
LOL Oh I will trust me. Haven’t been much to tell up till now. I have not acknowledged his post/comment in any way shape or form. I know that was directed at me in a “im gonna try and be sneaky” type of way. Total fail on his part. What’s weird is he never commented on a post of mine before even when we were talking. Like he was terrified of someone knowing we were speaking to each other. And now that. IT’S SO ODD.
Again im trying not to think anything into it. I’ve had a few dreams of him in it. He had stopped talking to me even in dreams. Just walking away from me or ignoring me. Then lately he began talking to me again in them. He dream walks. I don’t think he realizes it. One about a week ago I was talking (dream) to his sister (she passed away) and was telling her how he started talking to me. I barely got into the subject and she said “He’s scared”
What the hell. An update. Boring one but if I write it down i’ll remember it and might become relevant later. Or not.
Mid May I blocked him. Testing something. Feeling like im being “watched” so I blocked both his accounts until September 1st. His FB is boring. Suddenly early this summer he deleted lots of photos out of nowhere. Ones of him and his daughter even. Just left a few up. Everything else gone. He doesnt allow anyone to post or tag on his page. He shares no posts whatsoever. Nothing. Boring boring boring. Sometimes he shares a pic/meme. Posted one a few days ago (I have a spy page where I can see and check without unblocking). Said “Not all doors are locked. Push”
Now I am in no way saying this is directed at me. I almost certain it’s not. We are told to watch signs (and trust me Ive seen alot. His first and last name constantly. Not together but in various ways). Anyways, I would also post things kinda sort of directed at him to try and get him thinking and such. Very low key comments and such. On his other account I saw one (meme) that said “Trouble with me is I notice everything” I think it was Al Pacino. I was like Ok notice this and blocked him. And kept him there. Again not saying this is directed at me in any way. Just weird for him to do.
I have a sewing portfolio online. I have never shared the page with anyone but him. No one else. Now i understand anyone can come across it and view it. Its not private just not “busy”. After I blocked him it became slightly more active suddenly.
He sounds pretty boring. I don’t know why you would want to be friends with him. Wouldn’t time be better spend on relationships that would be more well, interesting.
Oh make no mistake, I don’t want anything but an apology from him. He is boring. And full of shit. I want my “win”. This is all just target practice really. Yes, im bitter about how he treated me but not consumed per se. But I want no friendship.
I have to get one person out of way (his nasty wife) to get what I want. And as a result i’ve learned some new skills i have. I seem to be pretty good at Three nights of Hell (ive seen an aftermath pic) and I can do some damage to someones friends list. Maybe more as well be these are results ive actually seen. So its not a complete waste of time for me. There is no one in my life I hate as much as her so I gotta practice it on someone right?
