Hello all,
First post after intro! I’ve been wanting to post something and figured I’d start with something that just happened to me.
I’ve dealt with sleep paralysis all my life, sometimes I believe it’s significant/meaningful other times not, sometimes I see or hear stuff or have had entities reach out to me other times not. This was definitely one of those times. Went to bed early and started getting into a prolonged half asleep dreaming spell. In these situations I’m somewhat aware that I’m dreaming and I can even sense and see my physical environment around me but I’m unable to wake up, even if I want to.
I knew I was in my bed but around me was a line of people which made me confused. I could see the people standing in line and it seemed like a woman(who I perceived as a co worker) was setting up rope to help control the crowd(like a security guard would do around a venue) who all wanted to go into a tent for some reason. I started to feel like I must be somewhere else and I was wondering why this was happening and tried to reach out to her to ask her what’s going on, when I felt a tap on my back which woke me up and of course nobody was there. I went back to sleep. Immediately went into another dream where someone/something told me to “look and make contact”, for some reason that I was told but I don’t remember unfortunately. I then purposely did something that I’ve been able to do for years, I don’t know how to describe it or what I do but it’s like a mental thing that I feel in my eyes and sometimes it’s helped me astral project(very poorly and I’ve never been able to fully control it) or perceive things while I’m in this state. And then it happened
I immediately felt like I was smacked in the chest and started making the most bizarre nonsense vocalizations. I’m having chills remembering it rn. I couldn’t control it and then off to the side of my bed I saw a black cat, I thought it was one of my cats who must’ve wandered into my room until I noticed its white eyes(it did have pupils though) and figured out it was not my cat. So I managed to strike out physically and break out of it. Mind you I have no negative correlations with black cats or cats or any animal at all really(I live with many many pets also).
After apologizing to a roommate for probably waking him up I called my mom, who also has a good feel for these things and I believe has similar untrained latent skills as I do, to come by so I can show her something, she’s disabled and lives with me so it was quick. I asked her without telling her what went on, “what do you feel or see?” She said she felt uneasy and when she walked saw a black cat laying down by my bed and thought it was one of my cats but then immediately realized that the cat wasn’t there anymore. I was like alright there we go, told her the story and concluded there must be something to it. I’m not sure what time the whole episode started at but I was woken up at exactly 2:59 am which is when it ended.
This comes after a series of similar dreams although I’ve never ever involuntarily acted out or vocalized anything like this before. But these series of dreams led me to join this forum to ask for help too lol. Mind you I’ve done studies and such for this phenomenon, nothings wrong with my brain physically that I know of and I don’t have any type of hallucinatory disorders that I’ve been diagnosed with etc I did meet a strange individual recently who randomly recognized the sigil of Asmodeus on my shirt and tried to get me to put something on my head which I refused. Wonder if that had any effect on me
Excited to hear of any thoughts anyone may have!