What am I getting myself into?
Just a couple of months ago, I was perfectly content to laze about, and call Spirits out of boredom, or in random case, necessity. Now, I find myself entering into a group working involving most of The Gatekeepers, a few other beings, quite a few Gods from different traditions and Pantheon’s, necromancer’s, Voodoo practitioners, and even one or two angelic Summoners.
Not sure where this is all leading to, not sure why I was chosen to carry whatever weird torch this is, but I’m going to carry it Faithfully.
Although, I have to be careful, I don’t want people to think that I’ve lost my fucking mind.
I know somebody’s going to read this and try to reassure me that my mental facilities are most likely still fully intact, but it’s very strange. Whatever these being want to talk to me, they contact me by basically taking away my equilibrium, and overloading my mind to the point where I have to stop and talk to them. Kind of like a astral doorbell, but if you don’t immediately answer, that like the insisted neighbor that will sit there and continue, which only serves to make the sensation all the more intense.
So far, I’ve been contacted, just today, Belial, Abaddon, Azazel, and Amaymon, each with a different message.
Belial told me about the upcoming initiatory right, and which himself, and three other Gatekeepers are to be called, offered a drop of blood, and then they will perform the initiatory Rite of the Unveiling.
Abaddon told me that I was to continue my work, even if i am the only one doing it.
Amaymon confirmed the words of the others, but told me that he would not be joining, as “the black Sun must shine elsewhere.” However, he said he would be observing, and he also told me to start keeping a journal, this entry will be the first part of it.
Azazel told me that I am to be his Living Sacrifice for the Grande Rite, and how I’m to prepare myself for his possession of me, and that I will be working with him for an undisclosed amount of time after the Rite.
I swear, this is almost too much, but rather than being nervous or apprehensive, I’m genuinely excited. The chance to work with some of the most powerful beings ever known in this universe, as well as taking part in a ritual of such immense scope has me sitting on the edge of my seat. Not to mention the fact that saturnalia is approaching, I can only imagine what that’s going to mean whenever those days arrive during the Initiatory Rite.