But if I’m already petitioning Marquise Orias to do the same thing as my manipulation servitor I plan to create (it’s not to make someone a zombie slave, just to get them to see things my way and provide what I want and only they can provide legally, basically raising my chronic pain meds to the amounts, dosages, and strengths I want, since I’m currently RXd half of the dose I’m well stablized on that I used to get back home before I moved and not have to have that awkward conversation [which I’ve tried and my Dr is basically like “not yet” and “technically I’m supposed to cut you off if the medicine isn’t working”. I had to remind him that the medication is fine, it’s the dosage, strength, and amounts that need increasing, so I don’t want to go thru that conversation again. I want my pain Dr to RX me the dosages and amounts that I want and think it’s his idea and a good idea; it is a good idea and would help me tremendously, especially as I prepare to finish Mortuary College and it’s concurrent apprenticeship, which will be very grueling and painful]. Will it piss Orias off, make him not want to work with me, or is using both acceptable to Orias? Will he help empower it and work with it or what?
I certainly don’t want to offend him because I do want a good relationship and bond/connection with him; I want us to be friends I guess you could say. Of course I won’t be a drooling junk box when I work with him, my tolerance is so high I would have to eat the whole bottle to even feel it, much less over dose on it ( I haven’t gotten to where I can do full evocation yet and just have a conversation with him; yes I want my petition to Marquise Orias brought to fruition, but I want more from our relationship than just that and I’m not just using him. I think he knows that since daemons can read you like a book and lying/being dishonest and using someone isn’t the best way to start a relationship, be it with people or spirits.
I’ve felt his presence more than any other demon I make contact with, normally via sigil gazing, enn repetition, and then talking to him, in plain English, being totally honest about the intents of my petition, and I very often feel his presence, which feels very calming, soothing, and euphoric, which I take as a good sign. He seems amazing and nice, IDK why more people don’t seem to mention working with him. I love him and told him so while feeling his presence and the euphoric feeling and presence in general got way stronger when I said it) I won’t get into the whole “why not seek a demon of healing?” thing because the meds are what I want ( primarily medicinal with some recreation/feeling good, being happier, etc… sometimes as well ). I wouldn’t be asking my pain management Dr to be doing anything illegal, that would hurt us both if he lost his license and I’ve looked up what’s permissible in my state regarding treatment of chronic pain patients who have had it for decades and it will be life long, getting more and more as the joint continues to degenerate with age. What I’m seeking is legal and I see no reason to not have something that both eases my pain, helps my quality of life, as well as making me a happier, better, more productive person. If one must lead a life of pain that is devoid of pleasure and something that makes me happy then I may as well be a monk in a monastery.
So my main question here is would creating a servitor for the same purpose as my petition to Marquise Orias piss him off?