This is interesting as the Pact I am currently working involves my “Invoking and Commanding Belial and or his Familairs entering my body and my vessel at will for the period of the Pact in order to {to be short} fix and rewire and reprogram things. Debugg antivirus and download new upgraded software”
I have to say that I was abit squeemish when thinking baout it before after EA’s wifes experiance; but I think I had differant things going for me, so I basically commanded them, no holds barred- go in and get it done.
I have to say, I am experiancing much differant from what I have heard and hollywood has portrayed. Yes, I have no doubt I have ‘extra crew on board, kinda damn cool in alotta ways. But I have to also say, I “feel as if I am respected and even [sounds wierd] Appreciated and Familial” . I have not climb onto the cieling and spit pea soup at any one yet, and doubt I will; but truthfully, Iam wondering if I would be happy if they all just bailed and never came back-- think I would be lonely and depressed as hell-erm, heaven.
And i am feeling much stronger better than when "Posessed by the so called "holy Ghost’- not the least of which is “who the fuk is that anyway?!” With Belial- i know whoo I am given permission for, and, I do not have the anxt- I thought I should. And as for me and my severe inability to trust; i actually do trust Him; this whole experiance even though I still got till the end of Junes lunar cycle- if this is all i would achieve and attain- would be a wealth of value i never would have expected.
I am now very much of the opinion[hoping I do not sound better than thou] a persons Developed Mental and psychiatric stability and “Command” as Azazel would say; is very much important as opposed to someone who may have some hidden psychiatric weakness or failings, which could send the whole process into the tank. I have even thought maybe i am not ‘surrendering’ enough, maybe I should be climing the cieling; but i have no clue as to how to surrender more than i have done- not to mention as I am watching Deadliest Catch, and seeing someones engine blown and someone down there scrambling to keep the ship afloat- it is still to be expected by the “Demons” that i remain at the helm making sure we all end up in safe port, where the benifits of the entire process can prove Benificial.
love to you Belial and Familiars.
Lets keep jamming
When I’ve done it, it very much depends on the being who’s posessing me - and most I won’t do full possession with, so I’ve only had that experience of near-total takeover a few times.
My experiences, which are by no means comprehensive, range from a complete shift in my emotional compass, to a strong sense of a faster stronger mind trying to run on my own neurons, like trying to run Windows 7 on a laptop built for W98, or something - then there’s the change in interests, like when I recently did a lot of work with Raphael, I felt like it was jarring to read about baneful working (on here or elsewhere online) and about anything to do with demons, not because they’re “bad” so much as the energy was just jarring.
It doesn’t always feel that strong at the time for me, but when I look back or get feedback from people, I realise I was really acting pretty oddly or saying things that don’t fit with my own opinions or whatever.
One way I’ve found that’s a good test for possession is to write something while possessed, then go back to it when you know you’re 100% clear of the external being and see if what you read looks like you wrote it, or if it looks different, or like someone imitating your style but not quite getting it right.
I’ve had that experience a few times and it might be helpful to you?[/quote]