The last part of your reply reminds me of Carlos Castinada in the book the Teachings of Don Juan were he says to Carlos Castinada to find his spot and he was constantly rolling about trying to find his spot. He eventually sat against a rock after exhaustion from trying to find his spot. Don Juan said to him “You have found your place.” It reminded me and I thought I would share that with you. A good book series
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this made me laugh and thank you!
So you were like Carlos Castinada in that way 
you are welcome. I recommend the Don Juan book series as it is about sorcerey…I think there are 9 books in total
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totally agree and I will definitely check them out! 
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