I was wondering round town today and came across an old occult store, so naturally I went inside and discovered that they sold Athames. Given the fact that I was still looking for a decent one, I decided to test them all out and buy one. I was drawn to one particular blade (although it isn’t necessarily an athame, it’s more of a scythe), when I asked about its history (as all the items there had evidently been used in ritual by other black magicians in the past) I was told that it had been used by an occultist who had worked through the stages of the tree of life all the way up to Daath and had been used to summon spirits of Saturn and entities of darkness.
Before buying though, I decided to hold it and quickly see what it felt like energy wise, and to my surprise it was giving off some sort of energy on its own -it had definitely been infused with omnipotence before, and was evidently still carrying around the energy of the tree of life. I remember someone saying on one of my previous posts that I should treat each tool or crystal as its own entity and make sure it wanted to work with me before buying it, and I definitely feel like I can work with this athame. I am very curious as to its past though, so has anyone on here performed Saturnian rituals or worked closely with Daath? I feel like I want to tap into its power, but I want to know what kind of thing I’m dealing with before I do.