I guess I am just wondering how come does Satan feel so different to me, and when I read about him here and on other sources, people keep warning and saying he is cruel and other stuff like that.
It can be discouraging and I ask him about it but still don’t really get too much of a sense of what it could be, except that maybe he is still misunderstood. But I feel understood by him and I feel like he has been around for a while now and maybe even longer than I am aware of, since there is a kindred familiarity and comfort I do not have with any other dark spirits. Satan seems ready to connect with me when I wanna talk to him. He is very nice to me and I feel like he helps me.
When I say his name and wait for him, I feel myself change inside myself, almost immediately. I get a very heavy feeling, like intoxicated and very nice feeling all over my whole body. He feels very comforting and I usually talk to him about stuff, and he gives me confirming signs he is around me. I feel good when I get signs of him and I say hi back to him
I am hesitant to put this here but he has approved of me sharing this about him, and also I’m curious about other people’s experiences.
Also, I do not identify as a Satanist or any religion, by the way. I speak and talk to different spirits if they wanna talk to me. Just in case this helps to clarify anything.