My wife is male-to-female transgender and has been on hormone replacement therapy (HRT) for nearly two years. She had quite a lot of breast growth. In general, she loves being a girl and all the changes that have come with that. However, she leans towards being nonbinary, and thinks she doesn’t like having breasts, so she has tentatively considered having them removed for a more androgynous look.
The thing is, I think she looks fucking amazing as-is. She could easily be a model, I’m confident in saying. I suspect her discomfort with having boobs actually comes from internalized transphobia, because she’s nervous, when out in public, that other people notice her chest.
I want to do a ritual, perhaps as a petition, to one or more spirits to help change her mind on this. I want her to decide she actually likes her boobs, and perhaps even wants bigger ones. I’d love it if we both get implants and really lean into our queerness, being outwardly so obviously trans that we can just never hide it anymore.
Which spirits are good for this kind of thing? I’m thinking maybe Dantalion for changing her mind, and Belial because of his reputation for changing sexual orientation and stuff. But I don’t know. What do y’all think?