My name is Sunny. i just started with the left hand path. my goal is to understand the spirit ream and all the energies in it. i did try to believe in god but a lot of things did not make sense to me. in my opinion, religion restricts you from becoming who you can become. i want to be able to evoke demons and angels alike and become a powerful magician. maybe even become friend with these powerful entities. i hope i will succeed. i tried evocations but wasnot successful , or maybe i was successful and i just doont know it.
i have a question… i have been trying to manifest bune. but i cant communicate or see anything… i have done this 3 times… i have no alter or any money to set up one… i dont even have a job anymore… i do the ritual on my bed because i dont have enough space… i bought oranges, an orange candle, honey, some cookies, chocolates and wine. i light up the incense burn the candle and pray on it to lord satan for help then i chant an enchantment as told by E.A Koetting, then i played your youtube video to meditate on the sigil. please tell me what am i doing wrong or maybe just bune dont want to work with me? or she is communicating with me and i cant just hear it because i am new. what should i do… i am in dire need of her. please suggest me something.