Just attempted a summoning of the Succubus Mother, herself. It was definitely odd… I am usually afraid of the dark (stupid at 18, I know) but it began to feel extremely calm. I felt a sensation in my right hand, as if it were resting on something.
I drew her sigil on a piece of regular letter paper, and used the sexual energy in my semen to charge it, seeing as she is a succubus. In the background, I played some lucid dreaming binaural beats - figured it’d help with visualizing.
Though I struggled with visualization, there did seem to be a lot of movement in the dark ahead of me. This could have been my eyes messing with me, but none the less, it felt right. I attempted to speak to her with tarot cards, but I think I may have gone about it wrong.
My space was tight and the room was dark, so I drew off the top when I likely should’ve spread them out. The method I tried with the cards was requesting she show she’s there by making me draw a number (6 in this case). It didn’t work but like I said I think that’s my fault.
I’m leaving her an offering food and drink - an apple and some tea (afraid that’s all I can get her at the moment.) I’m also putting some Japanese hanafuda cards beside them, as I heard she likes the colors red and purple (both of which are frequent in hanafuda). To add to the red color scheme, I have placed a red light over the offerings. Gonna try again tomorrow, and read on the psychic senses some more.
EDIT: It gets better… my Past, Present, Future tarot after the attempted meeting.