I jumped in with both feet for C. Kendall’s Unification with the Infernal 90 day program. It’s intense and way beyond my skill set and experience. So awesome though! Thank you Mr. Kendall! It’s a sink or swim thing for me and I sunk like a rock last night during the Day 1 ritual of Infernal Initiation of Lucifer and the Nine Demonic Kings.
It wasn’t my intention to be disrespectful but all of them were not happy with me and I paid for it immediately after I finished the ritual and became progressively worse today. I thought maybe I wasn’t feeling well due to burning ethanol in an enclosed room and that certainly could be the case but it was brought to my attention today by Lucifer (I’ve pledged myself to him) that I was being punished.
Being new and only working with Lucifer I don’t know much or anything at all about some of the Nine Demonic Kings. This program all happened so fast it left little time to prepare. I really have no business calling upon the Nine Demonic Kings but Lucifer felt this program would excelerate my experience. I wanted to do it as well as I have a lot of respect for Mr. Kendall and his abilities.
So not even knowing about some of the Nine Demonic Kings I was forgetting their names during the ritual. Pretty rude if you ask me. I rushed a bit and even left the circle cause I wanted to take pics in the middle of the ritual. That was probably my worst offence. I couldn’t establish a connection with them after that or even Lucifer himself. Because I took time out for pics the ethanol was getting low and I rushed through the last part barely finishing before the fire went out.
After the ritual I started coughing. My lungs felt heavy. During the night I had a lucid dream and I was coughing pretty hard. I coughed up a yellow powdery substance. I think it was sulfur. Throughout the day the coughing was getting worse. A family member said it sounds like I have Bronchitis. My head is pounding and I developed a fever.
Before tonight’s ritual is when Lucifer informed me about his and the Nine’s displeasure with me. I was told this behaviour is not tolerated and I better make a greater effort.
I performed tonight’s ritual with a life or death mindset and Lucifer was pleased with my efforts and said I would feel better in the morning. Even with feeling like crap tonight’s experience was amazing with the effort I put into it.
Lucifer wanted me to post this experience here on BALG for the seasoned Vets through to the newbies like me as a reminder to always show respect. I have no doubt you all do. I learn the hard way some times.
I would like to formally apologize to Lucifer, and the Nine Demonic Kings in alphabetical order Asmodeus, Bael, Balam, Beleth, Belial, Paimon, Purson, Vine, and Zagan. I’m sorry for being rude and disrespectful. Please forgive me and I will strive to do better. Thank you all